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Starry

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Anxious... Been reading about a very mild medical problem and now I feel incredibly sick and on edge... Ugh! I wish I wasn't so sensitive to medical things...

Plus on top of it all I'm having to try and register with a doctor without actually going to the surgery since I need a note to get me out of having to go to a medical assessment... They won't do a "home visit" (Which would be bad enough) without a note from a doctor... I don't have a doctor since I've been unable to register with one since moving to a different part of the country, due to my agoraphobia... I just hope the doctor will allow me to register without going to the surgery... Otherwise, I don't know what I'll do.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Slightly annoyed at havin' tae use ma auld Windows 32-bit laptop at the moment, whilist ma newer yin, that runs on Windows 64-bit, is being upgraded. So nae worries, good thing I didn't sell ma auld laptop as I'd intended tae...

Anyhow, oher than that, mentality, I've no' been daein' too well, tae be honest. Been feelin' quite doon an' depressed. :sad: Even comedies are fallin' tae raise the usual laughs with me, at the moment. :idontknow: :kickingmyself:
 

truffleshuffle

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Slightly annoyed at havin' tae use ma auld Windows 32-bit laptop at the moment, whilist ma newer yin, that runs on Windows 64-bit, is being upgraded. So nae worries, good thing I didn't sell ma auld laptop as I'd intended tae...

Anyhow, oher than that, mentality, I've no' been daein' too well, tae be honest. Been feelin' quite doon an' depressed. :sad: Even comedies are fallin' tae raise the usual laughs with me, at the moment. :idontknow: :kickingmyself:
I get that way too I tend to watch comedys alot when im down and if they don;t raise my spirits a little I get a bit more depressed.
 
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I stopped taking some of my medication so that I can summon up some meaningful ideas for my thesis. It's really difficult taking medication as it definitely sort of 'blocks' creativity. The problem is now, that I'm having such a flight of ideas and such racing thoughts I'm really lacking clarity. I feel like I'm all over the place, not really making any sense. Then again, maybe this is better than being completely blocked up? I don't really want to be ill, but I hate being on medication as it really does dull the world down.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I feel kind of alienated. Even the psychiatrist hasn't given me a response to my assessment and I've been waiting nearly 2 weeks. She said I'd get therapy, CBT and prozac but I've heard nothing since.

My parents have never answered questions about my past honestly. They're trying to make everything sound better than it is, but it means I can't rely on them to check whether my memories are real. I have no confidence that anything I remember has actually happened. I don't know what type of schizo-something that makes me:idontknow:.
I'm just scared of everything right now:eek:

Sorry to hear that, mate. But, you're not alone, because I can relate to what you said, exactly.

My assessment for CBT took a wee while as well. Though, you should get word about it soon, I had to wait roughly the same amount of time before I got a response about my own assessment from my GP. Once you get a response, CBT sessions aren't long in starting.

And what you said about your parents, the exact same thing happened with me. My mum tried to make things sound better than they are. Though - and I don't if this is the case with you - your parents might find it difficult talking about your past, openly and honestly? Making it difficult, and, understably, frustrating for you to talk about it during therapy. (I know I felt I couldn't fully open up about my past when I went for CBT).

But I think your parents might be uncomfortable with the thought that you'll be talking about them during therapy, especially in one-on-one sessions. Feelin' that they're off-limits, for lack of better expression, since you might not give a good impression of them. :idontknow: Again, I relate that from my own experience.

But, anyway, I hope CBT helps you, mate. All the best with it. And, I hope the fact I can relate to your situation hasn't made you think twice about CBT? :thumbup:
 

1BlackSheep

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It's a sad day in the world of junk food. :crying:

Twinkies maker Hostess plans to go out of business - CNBC

I saw Ding Dongs at the grocery store last night and didn't buy them because I thought they'd still be around for a while. Went back this morning and they were ALL GONE! Snagged the last box at another store but they're nowhere to be found anywhere else. Damn Ding Dong hoarders!!!
 
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JuiceB

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Another long and tiresome workweek is behind me. I put in 60 hours this week with little to nothing accomplished in my social life. Sick of myself. :kickingmyself:
 

dottie

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glad my period came. i feel relieved to bleed out all sorts of pent up negativity. drain it away. good riddance.
 

Nathália

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glad my period came. i feel relieved to bleed out all sorts of pent up negativity. drain it away. good riddance.

Hope you feel better, but at least you feel a release.



Another long and tiresome workweek is behind me. I put in 60 hours this week with little to nothing accomplished in my social life. Sick of myself. :kickingmyself:

Sorry JuiceB, don't know what to say man.



It's a sad day in the world of junk food. :crying:

Twinkies maker Hostess plans to go out of business - CNBC

I saw Ding Dongs at the grocery store last night and didn't buy them because I thought they'd still be around for a while. Went back this morning and they were ALL GONE! Snagged the last box at another store but they're nowhere to be found anywhere else. Damn Ding Dong hoarders!!!

like ****.

Bye bye Americas iconic snack. Sorry my dear foreign friends that I never mailed you some ding dongs. Heart breaks. Durn that really sucks though.
 

dottie

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yeah, nathalia! glad to feel human again and not:

exorcist.jpg
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
I was feeling fine 20 minutes ago, lately I had been more contemplative and introspective but then for no reason I become a short and snide. Maybe I'm frustrated I have no one or no where to argue or make philosophical arguments anymore or annoyed with myself when I feel elitist and snobbish when I know I have no reason to feel either. I'm just annoying ugh.
 
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