truffleshuffle
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well thats no good. I hope it gets better.sore in the heart.
well thats no good. I hope it gets better.sore in the heart.
Low. Depressed. Pathetic, really. ::
Just came to the sad realisation that a negative outlook upon thing can't be changed no matter how hard ye try. (I'm not refering to myself, in case any of youse are wonderin'). I guess Philip Larkin was right, eh?
Oh, well, back tae the "What if... insert automatic negative thought scared of lots of everything" view of the world around me.
I'm feeling like I really need to stop procrastinating on doing the dishes. Must. Not. Reply. To. THREADS!
I'm mostly trying to distract myself, not feeling all that great. Anxious and depressed kind of feelings. I can usually handle feeling depressed but the anxiety kills me. Feels like there are snakes writhing around in my belly.
...sorry, that's a horrifying visual, haha.
I think coming to this forum is actually making it worse... I really should take a break. And I shouldn't have posted that stupid controversial topic. I don't like being the target of hatred, I should have known better. Ergh.
sore in the heart.
Feeling a bit better, got some things done today. Looking forward to a little fun later tonight.
ya it sucks resticting your self on food. I have lost almost 30 pounds from 260 down to 232. i'm shooting for a weight of about 200. and every time i get weighed i fell like I gained wight.Grosssss. I have been eating WAY too much junk the past few days. Lots and lots of candy and pie, etc. I had finally been eating fairly okay for a few days and making progress by losing a little bit of weight. It's SO hard to restrict yourself... Now I feel like that was all for nothing since I seem to be on a binge again. I'm sure I'm going to gain those 7 pounds back in no time at all. I wish food wasn't so delicious
I'm feeling sick of the world... So many sick things perpetrated in the name of "holiness" or "goodness"... Not to mention all the evil which occurs without such appellations.
It's difficult to maintain healthy eating all the time. I go through similar patterns of binging then restricting. Good luck with your healthy eating, though - if I can do it, anyone can.Grosssss. I have been eating WAY too much junk the past few days. Lots and lots of candy and pie, etc. I had finally been eating fairly okay for a few days and making progress by losing a little bit of weight. It's SO hard to restrict yourself... Now I feel like that was all for nothing since I seem to be on a binge again. I'm sure I'm going to gain those 7 pounds back in no time at all. I wish food wasn't so delicious
You're a cute type of silly, you know that?The storm's really picking up
Goodbye cruel world.
The storm's really picking up
Goodbye cruel world.
You're a cute type of silly, you know that?
There is none(in general). Its a matter of being able to go with the flow...!
Stay safe!The storm's really picking up
Goodbye cruel world.
You're thinking too much about it. I know because I would be in that exact situation, trying to word a response so perfectly that nothing will satisfy me. Just write what you think will be the best response and take it from there.Nervous. I got a message on a dating site this morning, which is something that happens maybe three or four times per year. This girl is a 95% match for me according to the okcupid matching system. I had thought she was out of my league. I was happy at first to see the message but now I've been so nervous all day trying to think of how to word my response. I have some ideas in my head but usually when I try to write them in a way that makes sense, they all come out at once in a jumble of seemingly random thoughts.
I'm sorry, Nanita. :: Feel better soon!Again I lost the sense of any kind of purpose with life.
Thanks Mikey. I wrote what I think is a pretty good response, took a deep breath, and hit send. I'm feeling better already.You're thinking too much about it. I know because I would be in that exact situation, trying to word a response so perfectly that nothing will satisfy me. Just write what you think will be the best response and take it from there.