How are you feeling?

Nathália

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Low. Depressed. Pathetic, really. ::(:

Just came to the sad realisation that a negative outlook upon thing can't be changed no matter how hard ye try. (I'm not refering to myself, in case any of youse are wonderin'). I guess Philip Larkin was right, eh?

Oh, well, back tae the "What if... insert automatic negative thought scared of lots of everything" view of the world around me.

Poor Graeme, it can take a while to destroy negative thoughts, it can a long walk to better health. ::(: Sorry, you seem to be going through it hard.

I'm feeling like I really need to stop procrastinating on doing the dishes. Must. Not. Reply. To. THREADS!

I'm mostly trying to distract myself, not feeling all that great. Anxious and depressed kind of feelings. I can usually handle feeling depressed but the anxiety kills me. Feels like there are snakes writhing around in my belly.

...sorry, that's a horrifying visual, haha.

I think coming to this forum is actually making it worse... I really should take a break. And I shouldn't have posted that stupid controversial topic. I don't like being the target of hatred, I should have known better. Ergh.

Well, Opa. I hope you feel better soon and that things will pass just fine being dust in the wind speaking, on the controversy. Hugs.


sore in the heart.

Poor dottie, sore in the heart that sounds unpleasant.
 
fat!

Grosssss. I have been eating WAY too much junk the past few days. Lots and lots of candy and pie, etc. I had finally been eating fairly okay for a few days and making progress by losing a little bit of weight. It's SO hard to restrict yourself... Now I feel like that was all for nothing since I seem to be on a binge again. I'm sure I'm going to gain those 7 pounds back in no time at all. I wish food wasn't so delicious :(
 

truffleshuffle

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Re: fat!

Grosssss. I have been eating WAY too much junk the past few days. Lots and lots of candy and pie, etc. I had finally been eating fairly okay for a few days and making progress by losing a little bit of weight. It's SO hard to restrict yourself... Now I feel like that was all for nothing since I seem to be on a binge again. I'm sure I'm going to gain those 7 pounds back in no time at all. I wish food wasn't so delicious :(
ya it sucks resticting your self on food. I have lost almost 30 pounds from 260 down to 232. i'm shooting for a weight of about 200. and every time i get weighed i fell like I gained wight.
 
I'm okay. I felt like stepping over a major treshold, it was difficult to go to school for me this morning.... I was like ugh, i feel socially anxious and I can't stop staring at ppl.. It's freaking me out... But I'm in class now , and I feel okay..

It's sickening though. anxiety! But at least I'm feeling okay..

And i'm here..::eek::

I had a good night though at the hotel.. with my girl. She and I went to a hotel because we skated too far and couldn't go back by night.. hehehe so silly but funny... ::eek:: and we had a great weekend together ;)
 

Starry

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I'm feeling sick of the world... So many sick things perpetrated in the name of "holiness" or "goodness"... Not to mention all the evil which occurs without such appellations.
 

truffleshuffle

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I'm feeling sick of the world... So many sick things perpetrated in the name of "holiness" or "goodness"... Not to mention all the evil which occurs without such appellations.

I am getting sick of my world.. My own prison, trapped in my own head in the dark. When I actualy feel i am making progress something happens be it a interaction with a random stranger or someone I know, I always feel I come a way a little deeper in the quicksand of my life.
 

MikeyC

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Re: fat!

Grosssss. I have been eating WAY too much junk the past few days. Lots and lots of candy and pie, etc. I had finally been eating fairly okay for a few days and making progress by losing a little bit of weight. It's SO hard to restrict yourself... Now I feel like that was all for nothing since I seem to be on a binge again. I'm sure I'm going to gain those 7 pounds back in no time at all. I wish food wasn't so delicious :(
It's difficult to maintain healthy eating all the time. I go through similar patterns of binging then restricting. Good luck with your healthy eating, though - if I can do it, anyone can. :)
 

A Many Splendored Thing

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Feel like crap, look like crap, and probably taste like crap.

After throwing my clothes in the dryer, I'll take a shower. Then throw some clothes on and go out and do something. Get back, eat&lift weights. Go on a walk afterward. Then prep for the therapy session I have tomorrow. Try to meditate a bit to calm my body down. And finally computer.

Said it, now I have to do it.
 

megalon

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Nervous. I got a message on a dating site this morning, which is something that happens maybe three or four times per year. This girl is a 95% match for me according to the okcupid matching system. I had thought she was out of my league. I was happy at first to see the message but now I've been so nervous all day trying to think of how to word my response. I have some ideas in my head but usually when I try to write them in a way that makes sense, they all come out at once in a jumble of seemingly random thoughts.
 

MikeyC

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The storm's really picking up :eek:

Goodbye cruel world.
Stay safe!

Nervous. I got a message on a dating site this morning, which is something that happens maybe three or four times per year. This girl is a 95% match for me according to the okcupid matching system. I had thought she was out of my league. I was happy at first to see the message but now I've been so nervous all day trying to think of how to word my response. I have some ideas in my head but usually when I try to write them in a way that makes sense, they all come out at once in a jumble of seemingly random thoughts.
You're thinking too much about it. I know because I would be in that exact situation, trying to word a response so perfectly that nothing will satisfy me. Just write what you think will be the best response and take it from there.

Again I lost the sense of any kind of purpose with life.
I'm sorry, Nanita. ::(: Feel better soon!
 

megalon

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You're thinking too much about it. I know because I would be in that exact situation, trying to word a response so perfectly that nothing will satisfy me. Just write what you think will be the best response and take it from there.
Thanks Mikey. I wrote what I think is a pretty good response, took a deep breath, and hit send. I'm feeling better already.:)
 
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