How are you feeling?

truffleshuffle

truffleshuffle

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To day is not going to be a good one. I think the person living in the upstars apartment is moving out. It would not be so bad but there one of the quietst ones that were around. The last one that lived there were very very loud and would wake up at all hours in the night with loud music. I am going to end up stressing until someone else moves in. Also every time a new tenent moves in up stairs I susualy get flooded at least once.
 
EscapeArtist

EscapeArtist

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Been so angry lately its almost scary. I can feel it in my blood just being around my mom and cant hold back my word, whereas before i didnt even understand how a person could feel anger. Maybe its better than turning it inwards, at first i was consiously practicing that, but now i feel like an angry teenager, trying to figure out what im angry at
 
truffleshuffle

truffleshuffle

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EscapeArtist said:
Been so angry lately its almost scary. I can feel it in my blood just being around my mom and cant hold back my word, whereas before i didnt even understand how a person could feel anger. Maybe its better than turning it inwards, at first i was consiously practicing that, but now i feel like an angry teenager, trying to figure out what im angry at
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Some days you just wake up angry at the world and everything and everyone gets on your nerves. Its just a fact of life being a teen or not specialy if something is stressing you out.
 
Opaline

Opaline

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I just want to snap out of this... What will it take to do so? Is there something I'm missing? Or will my fate really be as grim as I now believe it will be?

I wish my head had an off switch. I don't want to be tossed about by the storm of my emotions. Being a female means that happens more often than not, but it's 10x worse when you're depressed.

The days weigh my limbs down like lead blocks. I watch them roll by, telling myself I need to hurry up and make things happen so I can move forward. But I seem to be unable to break these alternating states of apathy and anxiety. I feel paralyzed, frozen in misery, frozen in time, lost to the world. I wonder if I sat on a park bench for days and watched people go by, I wonder if it would be any different?
 
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Nathália

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EscapeArtist said:
Been so angry lately its almost scary. I can feel it in my blood just being around my mom and cant hold back my word, whereas before i didnt even understand how a person could feel anger. Maybe its better than turning it inwards, at first i was consiously practicing that, but now i feel like an angry teenager, trying to figure out what im angry at
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Definitely, there is always a reason for anger, it's issues that are not solved that can be hard to pin point. What do you mean by "just being around my mom and can't hold back my word"? You don't like being around people? You're having a situation with her?

ShyGuy1994 said:
Feeling depressed and lonely right now. :(
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Sorry you feel down.

"“
Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. And intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.”
― Janet Fitch, White Oleander
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Opaline said:
I just want to snap out of this... What will it take to do so? Is there something I'm missing? Or will my fate really be as grim as I now believe it will be?

I wish my head had an off switch. I don't want to be tossed about by the storm of my emotions. Being a female means that happens more often than not, but it's 10x worse when you're depressed.

The days weigh my limbs down like lead blocks. I watch them roll by, telling myself I need to hurry up and make things happen so I can move forward. But I seem to be unable to break these alternating states of apathy and anxiety. I feel paralyzed, frozen in misery, frozen in time, lost to the world. I wonder if I sat on a park bench for days and watched people go by, I wonder if it would be any different?
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Maybe you're to comfortable in the position that you're in, not meaning that you like it.
One could be in a crowd full of people and be alone and not make any progression.
The chains can be hard to break and boundaries can be hard to cross.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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EscapeArtist said:
Been so angry lately its almost scary. I can feel it in my blood just being around my mom and cant hold back my word, whereas before i didnt even understand how a person could feel anger. Maybe its better than turning it inwards, at first i was consiously practicing that, but now i feel like an angry teenager, trying to figure out what im angry at
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I never used to get too angry, either, but now when I do is becomes bad, yet fleeting. Sounds like your mum is a trigger for your anger. I hope you don't explode at the wrong person.

Opaline said:
I just want to snap out of this... What will it take to do so? Is there something I'm missing? Or will my fate really be as grim as I now believe it will be?

I wish my head had an off switch. I don't want to be tossed about by the storm of my emotions. Being a female means that happens more often than not, but it's 10x worse when you're depressed.

The days weigh my limbs down like lead blocks. I watch them roll by, telling myself I need to hurry up and make things happen so I can move forward. But I seem to be unable to break these alternating states of apathy and anxiety. I feel paralyzed, frozen in misery, frozen in time, lost to the world. I wonder if I sat on a park bench for days and watched people go by, I wonder if it would be any different?
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You really need a drastic and immediate change. I don't know what it is, but you're one of the most depressed people I've encountered recently so any change will be worth the risk. I don't want to see you hurt yourself.
 
dottie

dottie

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damn good coffee this morning. mmmMMPH!
so, feeling: :)

better throw load of laundry in before my landlord's gf does.
 
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