How are you feeling?

lilmutegirl

lilmutegirl

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I feel weird. I have a lot to do today, but I don't feel like it. I started the day off really productive, but got tired and took a nap, so that slowed down my progress. I'm a little anxious because I need to go to a store to ask for money back for a major appliance that was never delivered. I also have two assignments for online classes due Wednesday that I won't be able to work on much Tuesday or Wednesday.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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TheTemp said:
Today is a good day. :) I feel great.
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That's great. :)
Starry said:
Grrrrr! :mad: I hate it when people go on at me about my problems and don't act in an understanding way... Especially when I'm already working on the blasted problem!

So, how am I feeling? Fed-up and angry.. Not to mention the fact I've now retreated into myself as always happens when I feel like this... You'd think people who love me would learn!
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I'm sorry starry, what happened?
chris11 said:
Suicidal. I spent around 2.5-3 hours thinking about suicide, and how I would go about doing it. I looked up specifics on how large a lethal dosage of a drug I'm currently taking would be, but I wasn't able to find anything. I`m more or less relapsing into my anxiety disorder. People really dislike me for various reasons, and I obviously hate myself. I can`t talk about this to anyone. Largely, I feel worthless, pathetic, anxious, and agitated.
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That really sucks. If you ever want to talk my inbox is open. I really hope you feel better soon.
 
Starry

Starry

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Srijita52 said:
I'm sorry starry, what happened?
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Thank you, Srijita. :) Nothing particularly bad... Just my husband upset me by complaining about a rather sore subject for me... I did a little extra exercise this morning, which triggered off a lecture on how I shouldn't do so much and how I should eat more... I've told him time and again how much it bothers me, especially since I am working so hard with eating more, but he's worried about me and can't seem to stop trying to make me eat more still... I know it's only out of love, but I wish he'd learn that it's the wrong way to go about things...

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How am I feeling now? In pain... Every day this week I've had gastrointestinal pain and today it's worse than ever... *Sigh*
 
lilmutegirl

lilmutegirl

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I went to the store about my dryer and teared up talking to the salesman. I felt bad, especially since it wasn't his fault it wasn't delivered. I had to talk on the phone with somebody from the delivery department. I didn't get my money back, because they want to just deliver it at my convenience. I was given a number to call to complain. I plan on calling them before scheduling the delivery so maybe I can get some money back, but I don't look forward to it. I may be more confident on the phone than in person, though.
 
Invisibleman

Invisibleman

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Annoyed. I was actually going to do stuff today but I couldnt even get out of bed. I slept in really late and now my whole day is wasted.
 
Cyanide2601

Cyanide2601

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Very well, i FINALLY ditched my lying, cheating, abusive boyfriend. I've lost about a stone, and stopped smoking weed. Things are going well.......now why does it feel like its all going to come crashing down around me :p
 
Sial Axetder

Sial Axetder

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dottie said:
is there some sort of free counseling phone hotline? not suicide.
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Was going to do a google giggle search with my goggles for your area but you're here. hrm

Yeah just do a quick search. I went to some site where they charged me a 20$ online session. The lady there was pretty good. Can't remember the name of the site though ::(: There's got to be something.
 
Invisibleman

Invisibleman

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*sigh*. Im going in about a weeks time up to my sister's house for Thanksgiving.

My sister has always been the polar opposite of me,completely SA free and the life of the party. Im not looking forward to meeting all of her friends. My sister seems to love belittling me and acting like im a 5 year old infront of her friends,im 18 shes 20. "This is my little brother,hes like SUPER shy and stuff,try not to scare him" "AWW you are SOOO adorable yes you are!" they talk to me like im a f**king baby,of course this all follows with collective laughter. It pisses me off and its so degrading. Not to mention all of her friends look like supermodels so it makes the entire thing that much more uncomfortable.

While im up there im also going with them to take a look and go for an unofficial tour around my University and the little city its in. A month or two ago when my rare happy streak was in full swing I would have jumped at the opportunity. But sure enough as the streak was just a shortlived burst I can feel my hope,my care,my complete motivation slowly slipping away from me. I was really excited to begin preparing to send my application but as my mouse cursor hovers over the "complete" button im overwhelmed with a sensation that screams "WHY F**KING BOTHER!". Im so afraid of university,I threw up from the sheer nerves of just looking at its campus.

Im not intelligent,atleast not anymore. Ive pretty much lost all confidence that I once had in academics and I get so afraid when people talk about it,even on this forum. Everybody is so much smarter than me. I dont know if I can handle the pressure of it all.

I dont know.I just dont f**king know. My motivation is at an all time low.
 
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Razzlecherry

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Invisibleman said:
Im not intelligent,atleast not anymore. Ive pretty much lost all confidence that I once had in academics and I get so afraid when people talk about it,even on this forum. Everybody is so much smarter than me. I dont know if I can handle the pressure of it all.

I dont know.I just dont f**king know. My motivation is at an all time low.
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Going to be honest, I also feel really uncomfortable when people talk about intelligence. Like if they talk about high brow things or school.
 
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