I feel like everyday I put my brave face on and tell myself everything is ok, and I smile, but deep down inside I feel like the truth is I'm desperately lonely. I feel so desperate to be loved, particularly by a cute girl! I wish so much that a girl would be interested in me, maybe find me attractive, have a crush on me, want to get to know me more, just anything.....just to stand out of the crowd to a girl.........it seems like such a small and reasonable thing to ask for.....especially when I look around the world and see it happening everywhere to everyone else. Yet I'm 26 years old and it hasn't happened yet.
To feel unwanted. It's such a hard emotion to deal with.
I'm sorry, man. I do hope there's someone out there for you. As I say to lots of people who are desiring female attention: try going out a little bit, or try dating sites. Sitting at home is not going to bring the ladies to you, so the best thing you can do is go out there and make yourself known to the opposite sex.
Loneliness is a hell of a feeling, and not in a good way. I have felt lonely before and I hated it. Not so much recently, but I can understand completely why people can go insane with that.
ugh, remember how my dog was sick? and we took her to the hospital? well it cost like $500. Well, my parents couldn't afford it so I said I would pay for it but I needed my brother to front me the money. And I would pay him back in $200 a month- and I've been paying. But with rent, and everything else I still owe him $50. (its only been 3months) Well he ****ing spazed out & punched something then my mom started yelling at ME saying I need to MOVE out??? I don't understand. First of all, I barely have any money & most of goes to rent/therapy & my cellphone bill. Jemma is not just MY dog but the FAMILY dog & I don't regret my choice but ****ing cut me some slack. So now I have to give him what was going to be the money for therapy so he shut the **** up once & for all cause god forbid we upset the king. Sorry about the rant.
Jesus, that seems a little aggressive from your brother and mother. :/ Couldn't they help out with the payments as well, or is that too much? You've almost paid your brother back, so there shouldn't be any worry.
I get the feeling that his anger attack wasn't about the money. Nobody throws a huge tantrum and punches something for $50, especially when you've already paid him back $450. Maybe there's something else bothering him but that was the last straw. Not that it justifies his behaviour, though (or your mother's).
In bliss
My first date went great
I was nervous at first but then I felt myself and talked a lot more than I usually do
A bit excited as my first date ever was not the worst date ever.
Nice going, ladies! I'm glad your dates have been successful, and I hope to hear about even more successful dates in the future with your respective men!
Out of the hospital finally, feeling a bit better than normal.
Why were you in hospital?
