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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
What's wrong Graeme?

Just made 2 attempts to recording my voice. All of which failed miserably. :mad: ::(: I think the room I'm currently in is too small? Need to take my laptop and microphone into my bedroom - which is the biggest room in my house. :)
 
Just made 2 attempts to recording my voice. All of which failed miserably. :mad: ::(: I think the room I'm currently in is too small? Need to take my laptop and microphone into my bedroom - which is the biggest room in my house. :)

If back noise is the problem, try recording it under the covers. They filter harsh sounds. The warmth, dark and isolation also help with nerves.
 

Srijita52

Well-known member
Just made 2 attempts to recording my voice. All of which failed miserably. :mad: ::(: I think the room I'm currently in is too small? Need to take my laptop and microphone into my bedroom - which is the biggest room in my house. :)
Okay, wherever you feel comfortable. :) I'm looking forward to hear your voice.
 

MrJones

Well-known member
I feel just horrible. It´s my 40th birthday and I don´t know why I wasted so many years here, or what is the point of staying on this earth anymore. I didn´t fulfill the life with having family and children etc. - just like all around do. And I know I will never be normal like them. I should have been shot long ago. I have been crying already since yesterday. Hope you guys will be in a better place than me at 40.
*hugs*

You have a lot of years in front of you, you can still change what you don't like about your life!
If you want to have family and children you still can! But don't do it just because "normal" people want to do that. Being different rocks!

What would you want to do in your life to be happy?
 

DeadmanWalking

Well-known member
I feel just horrible. It´s my 40th birthday and I don´t know why I wasted so many years here, or what is the point of staying on this earth anymore. I didn´t fulfill the life with having family and children etc. - just like all around do. And I know I will never be normal like them. I should have been shot long ago. I have been crying already since yesterday. Hope you guys will be in a better place than me at 40.

Don't strive to be like everyone else. Strive to be you, whoever that may be. If you feel as if you've been "wasting your years away", then stand up and "jumpstart your life". If you want to have a family and have kids, then go do it. Step out into the world and go meet someone. If there's something that you don't like about yourself, then act to change it. You control your life. If you wish to "get better", then desire to be so and be willing to work for it. You can do it, Lea. And happy birthday to you.
 
I feel just horrible. It´s my 40th birthday and I don´t know why I wasted so many years here, or what is the point of staying on this earth anymore. I didn´t fulfill the life with having family and children etc. - just like all around do. And I know I will never be normal like them. I should have been shot long ago. I have been crying already since yesterday. Hope you guys will be in a better place than me at 40.

I'm sorry you feel that way, but you shouldn't have been shot. Because regardless of whether you're ''normal'', or have reached the goals set by- or for- you, you have still carried out an essential and immensely important task; contribution to the balance of this planet merely by living. Little actions that help it go round another day.

It might seem far fetched, but you're as essential as everyone else. Your life matters.
 

SacredClown

Active member
Well today the shoot hit the gun on Facebook (that thing that really winds up my social anxiety) in the form of a demented ex g/f not liking what i posted [as a joke.] we've not seen each other for 17 years and she has since become a very opinionated born-again christian

so she posts on my page all this crap about me and revealing a bunch of personal secrets and insults along with bible quotes.

Even though I've deleted the insulting post and blocked her, I feel like i want to cancel everything i have built, not even try to go to the gig or communicate with people on FB. all because of something like this!! This is why i don't like to go out and meet people.

does anyone else feel like this?
 
Seriously?! Does that actually work?

Yup, it sure does. ;)

When I was little my parents forbid me to eat chips at night, so I opened them under the covers to mute the sound. It worked like a charm. It's not dead silent, but it filters all the harsh annoying sounds.

Sounds is vibration after all, nearly all thick soft materials have an effect on it.
 

SacredClown

Active member
so she posts on my page all this crap about me and revealing a bunch of personal secrets and insults along with bible quotes.

does anyone else feel like this?

This is the social phobics worst nightmare, to have someone point all all the things you fret other people will see about you. How do we cope??

I really really really want to just give up. I know i am over-reacting but it's how i feel!

anyone up for a chat?
 

MollyBeGood

Well-known member
I feel just horrible. It´s my 40th birthday and I don´t know why I wasted so many years here, or what is the point of staying on this earth anymore. I didn´t fulfill the life with having family and children etc. - just like all around do. And I know I will never be normal like them. I should have been shot long ago. I have been crying already since yesterday. Hope you guys will be in a better place than me at 40.

Happy Birthday! Age is just a number, OK? And all our paths in life are different-be glad you aren't saddled with kids and the like. You have more freedom than most and you will find doors will open up for you if you keep trying, and struggling. Find the beauty in simple things and your life will get better.
*hugs* feeling sad on your birthday is the pits!!! stop it and smile damn it :p
 

Labyrinthine

Well-known member
I'm a ball of anxiety. Getting only 2-4 hours of sleep a night is taking a toll on me socially, and I seem to be regressing. I stumbled during all my conversations today, and then proceeded to act surprised when someone I've been talking to a bit said something to me; they looked at me like I had three heads.
I'm hoping this is just a minor hurdle. I will overcome it.

Found out someone in my family is now officially dying from cancer, with zero hope.
 
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