How are you feeling?

[Valhalla]

Well I'm not depressed, I'm fine, just alone, maybe I'm just lazy to go out there and get to know people, because nothing inspires me to do so. If only I had a little motivation though. As days go by I realize that this summer is just the same as any other, and like this day is not really special at all compared to others even if I turned 23 today.

Congratulations.

 

[Labyrinthine]

You won't know unless you try, right? If she's your friend, I'm sure that she'll be happy to hear from you. It's nice to keep in contact with people.

We had actually gone through a period like this before, and both apologized for having lost contact.
We lost contact again immediately after. XD

To me it seems she obviously wants nothing to do with me. However, I'm trying to look at it as I haven't contacted her either. The former seems far more logical to me though.

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

my store closes at 9:00 pm

at 8:55, a woman went into the fitting room with 25 items

at 9:35 pm, she came out with 2 items

both were 20% off, plus she had a $10 OFF coupon

then she produced a store credit for some other items she had returned previously

her total came to $9.18

that doesn't even pay me to be here the extra hour

oh yeah, but i'm salaried - that's perfect

I've sometimes wondered how such a situation is handled. I guess that on the stroke of 9 you don't drag the person, semi-clothed, from the changing rooms, sling them out of the door, and hang up the closed sign behind them then?

I'd be rubbish at working in retail. ::

 

[DeadmanWalking]

just life in general. too much to list. im at work now and am on the verge of tears .. again.

If something is on your mind, you should talk it out with someone, even if it's just venting. It's better to let those feelings out than to keep them bottled in, you know::. I hope that you feel better.

 

[Srijita52]

just life in general. too much to list. im at work now and am on the verge of tears .. again.

I agree with Deadman, its better to let those feelings out. I'm always here if you ever want to talk.

 

[MollyBeGood]

Feeling much more contented the more I try not to control every aspect of my existence. The less I care the better I feel The less I compare and compartmentalize the happier I remain. The more I live in the moment the less anxiety and worry I have about crap in the past that drags me down and the unknowable future which is just that.

 

[MollyBeGood]

Trapped.......

why's that, hun?

 

[Phoenixx]

A bit anxious. I'm going to friend's house later and staying the night so we can hang out tomorrow. I should feel more than happy, since I'm actually getting out of the house for once and I haven't stayed at her place in... wow, 2 years at least. Her family is coming back from vacation tonight though. I have no problem with her family, they're such nice people. Although I haven't really talked to them since New Year's. So why the hell am I so anxious about it?

 

[Nathália]

A bit anxious. I'm going to friend's house later and staying the night so we can hang out tomorrow. I should feel more than happy, since I'm actually getting out of the house for once and I haven't stayed at her place in... wow, 2 years at least. Her family is coming back from vacation tonight though. I have no problem with her family, they're such nice people. Although I haven't really talked to them since New Year's. So why the hell am I so anxious about it?

Maybe you're just over thinking it? It think it is okay to feel a bit nervous. Have fun Phoenixx.

im actually going to see a new therapist tonight. poor chap doesnt know what he's gotten himself into lol.

Aw, I hope it goes well.

 

[JuiceB]

After several days of being depressed and tired I'm feeling not to bad right now. Bipolar maybe?

 

[1BlackSheep]

I'm feeling happy that I have the day off and can be lazy and watch the Olympics!

 

[Nathália]

My life is just too disturbing to post what is really bothering me. My new therapist is always booked so I do not get to see anyone when I need to. I also can't talk to people because it upsets them and I don't want people telling my business. I just need to get it out and I don't know how to.

 

[Phoenixx]

My life is just too disturbing to post what is really bothering me. My new therapist is always booked so I do not get to see anyone when I need to. I also can't talk to people because it upsets them and I don't want people telling my business. I just need to get it out and I don't know how to.

^ Have you ever thought about keeping a blog of any sort? I find that helps me quite a bit, to vent anyway.

It's awful to hold stuff in, as it just eats away at you. I'm sorry you don't have anyone currently in your life to really talk to. You always have us here though. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Nathália]

^ Have you ever thought about keeping a blog of any sort? I find that helps me quite a bit, to vent anyway.

It's awful to hold stuff in, as it just eats away at you. I'm sorry you don't have anyone currently in your life to really talk to. You always have us here though. I hope you feel better soon.

Thank you Phoenixx. You're right and that is exactly what it is doing. I need to stop being ashamed and try blogging again. Thank you. I think I will follow your advice and try again.

 

[GraybeardGhost]

Very sad. I just learned that a dear friend passed away this afternoon, someone who really helped me get through some difficult times. We'd lost touch over the years, as people do, but the world still seems a lot emptier tonight. I'm fairly new to the forum, and nobody knows me here, so maybe nobody cares, but that's how I'm feeling. Thanks for letting me vent.

 

[Nathália]

Very sad. I just learned that a dear friend passed away this afternoon, someone who really helped me get through some difficult times. We'd lost touch over the years, as people do, but the world still seems a lot emptier tonight. I'm fairly new to the forum, and nobody knows me here, so maybe nobody cares, but that's how I'm feeling. Thanks for letting me vent.

::

Of course people care.
I am so sorry to hear about your friend GraybeardGhost.

 

[1BlackSheep]

Very sad. I just learned that a dear friend passed away this afternoon, someone who really helped me get through some difficult times. We'd lost touch over the years, as people do, but the world still seems a lot emptier tonight. I'm fairly new to the forum, and nobody knows me here, so maybe nobody cares, but that's how I'm feeling. Thanks for letting me vent.

That's so sad! My sympathy goes out to you.

Glad you posted though!

 

[GraybeardGhost]

Thanks, Beleza and 1BlackSheep. That helps a lot.

 

[SacredClown]

Thank you for letting me post. It might help. I'll try anything!

Feeling extremely nervous at having to do a gig next tuesday at a venue where a woman colleague i was briefly dating is one of the "cliquey" regulars (although I don't think she will be there) but never-the-less after dumping me, she had a fling with the promoter of the gig who is a bit of a dick and a bully. (He encourages heckling from the audience, most of whom are under 25 and predominately drunk)

These are the worst parts of this illness which for me is waiting for the event to pass. ALSO i am dreading going to Facebook.

Taking action today. Gonna buy a new hat to hide under.

 

[Srijita52]

My life is just too disturbing to post what is really bothering me. My new therapist is always booked so I do not get to see anyone when I need to. I also can't talk to people because it upsets them and I don't want people telling my business. I just need to get it out and I don't know how to.

I'm sure blogging will help Beleza, also I'm always here if you ever want to talk.

Very sad. I just learned that a dear friend passed away this afternoon, someone who really helped me get through some difficult times. We'd lost touch over the years, as people do, but the world still seems a lot emptier tonight. I'm fairly new to the forum, and nobody knows me here, so maybe nobody cares, but that's how I'm feeling. Thanks for letting me vent.

We all care, I'm so sorry. That's really awful.