How are you feeling?

Vamp said: ↑

Tired, weird..... I got up off my couch, saw black in front of my eyes and got a huge headache, I immediatly had to sit back down.

I hope you feel better soon.

Vamp said: ↑

Tired, weird..... I got up off my couch, saw black in front of my eyes and got a huge headache, I immediatly had to sit back down.

*hugs* low blood sugar honey? i get that black out thing every now and then if i stand up too fast. 🙁 it's scary actually

InvisaLady said: ↑

Especially on the cramps, I'm worried he'll want to do a pelvic exam and there is no way in hell that's happening.🙄

Have you had an ultrasound or CT scan done? Perhaps you have some kind of cyst or endometriosis that's causing the pain. Ultrasounds are pretty easy but the CT scan can be a little yucky due to the contrast you have to take (either IV or oral). The tests can usually detect whatever is happening in a fairly non-invasive way though!

Vamp said: ↑

Tired, weird..... I got up off my couch, saw black in front of my eyes and got a huge headache, I immediatly had to sit back down.

Could it be low blood sugar?😕 That sort of thing happens to me when my blood sugar is way too low.

I feel like I'm on the verge of going insane.

this_portrait said: ↑

I feel like I'm on the verge of going insane.

What's wrong?

I feel like $hit all the time, should do something about it but it is so somehow impossible, it reminds me of a curse. Also the only thing I can do is curse aloud.

Feeling like I just hit rock bottom. I'm about to leave my job, can't work for a while due to my neck and have bills to pay, yup things aren't looking too great now

All I can really think about is how I'm doing nothing and going nowhere...That's all that's on my mind all the time. I'm not enjoying anything because all I can think about are how these things mean nothing in the grand scheme of things. I'm tired of doing boring things that aren't worth talking about. It just feels like a waste of time. I want to do something that I can gain something from, that I can talk about, that maybe can be useful...I guess I'm just tired of doing things that don't matter.

Shyangel said: ↑

All I can really think about is how I'm doing nothing and going nowhere...That's all that's on my mind all the time. I'm not enjoying anything because all I can think about are how these things mean nothing in the grand scheme of things. I'm tired of doing boring things that aren't worth talking about. It just feels like a waste of time. I want to do something that I can gain something from, that I can talk about, that maybe can be useful...I guess I'm just tired of doing things that don't matter.

I know that feeling, and when you do something that matters bad luck comes

I'm f***ing aggravated! 😠

I feel like all my efforts to help others get lost in the voices of those trying to be heard, or trying to prove something.
I get trampled in the process. & People never seem to recognize my positive efforts.

Mean people suck! & I'm f***ing sick of them!

I don't care how this is received. I needed to get it out.

Great, actually!
Just got a new camera & i'm listening to my favorite music 🙂

Would be better if i could successfully send a text to my boyfriend, but i won't push my luck or get my hopes up :/

It feels odd to be even slightly optimistic... but it is a feeling i could get used to 🙄

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I actually had a pretty good day yesterday (following a pretty bad week), and it's left me with an unusual amount of energy. I feel very unsettled/confused today though and lack the motivation or interest to focus on anything, so I've just been pacing back and forth. A lot (At least I am getting a bit of exercise). I just don't know what to do with all this time.

Feeling a mix of intense anger and frustration at the ignorance of certain people.

Lea said: ↑

I feel like $hit all the time, should do something about it but it is so somehow impossible, it reminds me of a curse. Also the only thing I can do is curse aloud.

If cursing aloud is going to help you, do that. It's better than nothing.

da_illest101 said: ↑

Feeling like I just hit rock bottom. I'm about to leave my job, can't work for a while due to my neck and have bills to pay, yup things aren't looking too great now

What happened to your neck? I'm assuming some kind of injury. Hopefully things aren't too bad in that regard, or financially.

Shyangel said: ↑

All I can really think about is how I'm doing nothing and going nowhere...That's all that's on my mind all the time. I'm not enjoying anything because all I can think about are how these things mean nothing in the grand scheme of things. I'm tired of doing boring things that aren't worth talking about. It just feels like a waste of time. I want to do something that I can gain something from, that I can talk about, that maybe can be useful...I guess I'm just tired of doing things that don't matter.

I'm really sorry, Angel. I do get these thoughts, as well, and they're seldom fun. Now you have to ask yourself: what do you think you could be doing that you feel is worth talking about?

psych said: ↑

I'm f***ing aggravated! 😠

I feel like all my efforts to help others get lost in the voices of those trying to be heard, or trying to prove something.
I get trampled in the process. & People never seem to recognize my positive efforts.

Mean people suck! & I'm f***ing sick of them!

I don't care how this is received. I needed to get it out.

Oh, I know this. You feel like you're being shunned and/or discarded by others. I'm sorry you feel that way. Who's doing that? Can you speak up to them about it?

Lonely and bored.... But mostly just lonely.

Phoenixx said: ↑

Lonely and bored.... But mostly just lonely.

That's no good. :🙁: If you need someone to chat to, you know how to reach me.

MikeyC said: ↑

That's no good. :🙁: If you need someone to chat to, you know how to reach me.

^ It's more like I need someone to hang out with. Up for a trip to the US? :😛:

Phoenixx said: ↑

^ It's more like I need someone to hang out with. Up for a trip to the US? :😛:

Honestly? Yes. America is almost certainly my next overseas holiday.

Hopefully you get someone to hang out with you. Being lonely is a devastating feeling.