How are you feeling?

Daniel089

Well-known member
I feel like I want to stop time...

I've got invited to an elementary school reunion. Though I've been on 2 in the past few years, I've rarely seen those people in the past 8 years. And in the 2 reunions I can't remember saying a normal sentence.

I know I should overcome my fears and all I got 2 and a half weeks to do that. I can't only talk about myself, about what I did in all those years, because I did really just a few things, I can summon them up in a few sentences and that's all.
Some girls from my old class just looked at me like I'm infected or something, not because I was ugly but because of my behaviour and dullness.

I should just stop worrying about it, and try to be myself. But I'm not myself among people if you know what I mean...
 

KiaKaha

Banned
Ugly.

I question my physical attractiveness. I am not sure of it sometimes. At the moment I feel like I look ugly. I hate my skin, my eyebrows and the fact that it ALWAYS looks like I need a shave... I feel ugly and awkward looking.
 

1BlackSheep

Well-known member
Ugly.

I question my physical attractiveness. I am not sure of it sometimes. At the moment I feel like I look ugly. I hate my skin, my eyebrows and the fact that it ALWAYS looks like I need a shave... I feel ugly and awkward looking.
I feel like this most days (well, except for looking like I need to shave!). But, I just got back from seeing my "hair guy" for a cut/color and feel better! Sometimes you just need a little "maintenance" to boost your mood! :) Have you ever had a pedicure, Kia? I think you would quite enjoy it! :D
 

Jessica7

Well-known member
I'm learning reception at work (just in case they ever need my help) and it's so scary having to answer calls, I get so dizzy and nervous :(
 

WeirdyMcGee

Well-known member
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world...
'Cause you don't love me any more?


...Is that last part supposed to be a question or a statement? IT's spoken as a question... but... uhh... ummm...
Oh, well.
I'm feeling sick and depressed. What's new?
 

Srijita52

Well-known member
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world...
'Cause you don't love me any more?


...Is that last part supposed to be a question or a statement? IT's spoken as a question... but... uhh... ummm...
Oh, well.
I'm feeling sick and depressed. What's new?
I'm sorry Weirdy, hang in there.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I feel like s**t. Ugly. Depressed, nobody to open up to in real life. Unmotivated, uninspired. Most of my family dismiss my SA and don't take me seriously when I try 'n' talk about it, nothing new there. And I feel like I should just give up trying to make my relationship with my mother better. ::(:
 

Daniel089

Well-known member
I'm sorry to hear that Graeme, but don't give up on your parents, I know they are the only one who will always be with you even if you doubt that.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm sorry to hear that Graeme, but don't give up on your parents, I know they are the only one who will always be with you even if you doubt that.

I don't doubt that, Daniel. It just that since my dad died last month, I realise my relationship with my mum isn't that great, either. Her "Oh, just forget about it" was dealing with issues doesn't work for me. I mean, I feel unable to talk about problems with her because she just seems to ignore me some, if not most of time. I didn't bother to tell her that when she asked me, "Why can we never have a conversation?". And when I do try and talk with her, she's either indifferent, negative toward me or just doesn't get it. No matter how many times I try and explain, especially when it comes to social anxiety.
 
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