How are you feeling?

[Srijita52]

I feel I can't be myself, because whenever I talk with people even online even for real, I'm ashamed of nearly anything I say and the way I say it. If only I could just have confidence and power to defeat my worries. I feel It would just be good to talk to someone about thisbut I hardly think that would help me...

I'm sorry, I know how these worries can effect you.

 

[TheGirlInTheCorner]

Managed about twenty minutes at the picnic before I had to leave. On a positive note, I did see the guy I really fancy and managed to talk to him for a bit wish I could tell him. Wonder where all my confidence went... ::

 

[Srijita52]

Managed about twenty minutes at the picnic before I had to leave. On a positive note, I did see the guy I really fancy and managed to talk to him for a bit wish I could tell him. Wonder where all my confidence went... ::

Twenty minutes is really great, I'm glad you spent that much time there.
I know the feeling but don't beat yourself too much, at least you managed to talk to him. Maybe you can tell him about it next time.

 

[Graeme1988]

Like a f***ing freak
Rather miserable.
Meh! I don't know... ::

 

[alwayssunnyinphiladelphia]

I am going out for the afternoon panicking right now I don't think this willl go well at all

 

[Gaucho]

not too bad.

 

[aidan]

thanks everyone, I feel safe on this website, everyone is super friendly and were all in the same boat one way or another, unfortunately that we have to be but at least there is a great community here all helping each other.

 

[TheGirlInTheCorner]

Twenty minutes is really great, I'm glad you spent that much time there.
I know the feeling but don't beat yourself too much, at least you managed to talk to him. Maybe you can tell him about it next time.

Thanks. I don't know about that though! Any suggestions?

 

[Nathália]

thanks everyone, I feel safe on this website, everyone is super friendly and were all in the same boat one way or another, unfortunately that we have to be but at least there is a great community here all helping each other.

I agree. I never would have expressed myself to the point that I do on here if it wasn't for the great people on this website.

 

[Phoenixx]

They've got this huge great dane, too. It was the most placid animal and loved affection. I wanted to steal him. Here's a couple of pictures of us with this dog...

^ Oh man, I LOVE great danes! They're usually so lovable and gentle, I would totally get one if I could, even though they are much taller than me when they stand on their hind legs. Such a cute picture, Mikey.

 

[Srijita52]

Thanks. I don't know about that though! Any suggestions?

I wish I had any. I'm pretty inexperinced in this myself. Maybe you can give him hints though, or flirt a bit to show that you're interested?

I am going out for the afternoon panicking right now I don't think this willl go well at all

I'm sorry, I hope it goes well though.

Like a f***ing freak
Rather miserable.
Meh! I don't know... ::

What's wrong Graeme? I'm sorry.

I agree. I never would have expressed myself to the point that I do on here if it wasn't for the great people on this website.

Same with me. Everyone here is so helpful and kind, its the only place where I can be myself without being judged. Thank you all.

 

[Phoenixx]

I was feeling pretty good this morning, but now I'm just getting worn out from listening to people already. (No, not from anyone on here at all) Mentally and emotionally it's hard living here. For me it is, especially since I deal with anxiety and depression myself. Not trying to feel sorry for myself in any way here, or make myself look like I have it incredibly bad (Which I don't. I do have my down days though). The thing is though is when you have to listen to your cousin's bipolar moments, listen to every rude thing she says whether it's about me or someone else, and watch every single one of her symptoms as she spirals out of control, it's extremely tiring. It hurts to know that I TRY to help and I can't do a thing, so all I can do is stand on the side and watch, listen, and try to avoid and ignore the best I can. Oh, and even though I experience it anyway, I also have to deal with my mother giving me long talks about how she "annoys/pisses her off" and how "she wishes she'd move out." And again, I've been trying to convince my mom to TALK to her, tell her about her issues and convince her to go get help. She told me today that "she can't talk to her." My reply was that if she wasn't going to at least try and talk to her, then to not come running to me to complain about every little thing she does that annoys her and pisses her off. It's like I'm completely caught in the middle here and I don't even know what to do or how long I can even take it.

Ah, this turned into a rant again. My bad. I mean, other than that I still am feeling a lot better today, just disappointed my mood has sunk a bit since I woke up. Perhaps if I keep eating these chocolate covered coffee beans they'll lighten my mood. ::

 

[Srijita52]

not too bad.

^That's good.

 

[Srijita52]

I was feeling pretty good this morning, but now I'm just getting worn out from listening to people already. (No, not from anyone on here at all) Mentally and emotionally it's hard living here. For me it is, especially since I deal with anxiety and depression myself. Not trying to feel sorry for myself in any way here, or make myself look like I have it incredibly bad (Which I don't. I do have my down days though). The thing is though is when you have to listen to your cousin's bipolar moments, listen to every rude thing she says whether it's about me or someone else, and watch every single one of her symptoms as she spirals out of control, it's extremely tiring. It hurts to know that I TRY to help and I can't do a thing, so all I can do is stand on the side and watch, listen, and try to avoid and ignore the best I can. Oh, and even though I experience it anyway, I also have to deal with my mother giving me long talks about how she "annoys/pisses her off" and how "she wishes she'd move out." And again, I've been trying to convince my mom to TALK to her, tell her about her issues and convince her to go get help. She told me today that "she can't talk to her." My reply was that if she wasn't going to at least try and talk to her, then to not come running to me to complain about every little thing she does that annoys her and pisses her off. It's like I'm completely caught in the middle here and I don't even know what to do or how long I can even take it.

Ah, this turned into a rant again. My bad. I mean, other than that I still am feeling a lot better today, just disappointed my mood has sunk a bit since I woke up. Perhaps if I keep eating these chocolate covered coffee beans they'll lighten my mood. ::

I understand, it must be hard to watch and listen to your cousin while fighting your own problems. I'm sorry you've to go through this. I hope you feel good again.

 

[dottie]

you guys are the best! what a great group of people here- just saying!

 

[TheGirlInTheCorner]

I wish I had any. I'm pretty inexperinced in this myself. Maybe you can give him hints though, or flirt a bit to show that you're interested?

I did all that and he flirted right back, but then I went to pieces because there was someone else in the room. Weird. I used to be really good at it and was totally confident, but it seems to lessen all the time.

Nevermind, I am starting to feel better now, but that could be because the day is ending and asleep is a safe place to be.

 

[Srijita52]

I did all that and he flirted right back, but then I went to pieces because there was someone else in the room. Weird. I used to be really good at it and was totally confident, but it seems to lessen all the time.

Nevermind, I am starting to feel better now, but that could be because the day is ending and asleep is a safe place to be.

I guess there're days when you don't feel much confident, but you did try which is good.
I'm glad you're feeling better now.

 

[bcsr]

Pretty good. Just tired and can't fall asleep, took some benadryl, waiting for it to kick in.
Almost got into a fight at a gas station, it was very amusing. lol.

 

[dottie]

@bcsr how? why?

 

[lonely_drummer]

Very alone. The band broke up lastnight and I feel it's all my fault, why did I have to go and get myself injured??