How are you feeling?

[MikeyC]

Sick of feeling unsecure in every aspect of life.
Not knowing when I'll be homeless again, not knowing if my body will give out on me for the last time tomorrow or the day after or a week from now, not knowing when I'll eat next or if I'll be able to pay the bills or if those jerks who broke into the neighbor's place will break into our place next.

I feel unsafe. I feel sick and weak and totally helpless and not really hopeful that things will ever be better.

I'm so sorry, Weirdy. :: I wish there was anything I could do to help you. I feel way too helpless.

 

[KiaKaha]

I feel like everything is going my way. I feel secure in myself, happy and wanted.
Depression? A pseudo mental illness is what that is - get over it if you ask me.
Dont people realize that they create their own reality?

Just kidding.

Life blows.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Be careful. You don't want to hurt your shoulder worse and have to go even longer without playing. Glad you were able to get a little playing in, but I wouldn't push it.

ohhhhhh I know. it was sore for just a bit, just put the sling back on and I was ok. It already feels stronger just from that little guitar session lol. But I do know my limit and what I need to do, its just Im not taking the surgeons word for it entirely lol. He said I gotta stay in for 5 weeks but the guy just looked at my X-rays for 10 minutes and just talked to me for 5 minutes and didn't even look at the mobility of my shoulders. Just pointed to this X-ray and said, yup!!! and kicked me out the door. I know my own pain and my own limit more than he does. Im not saying I know more than the doctor lol, just more in tune with my own body than he is. But don't you worry, Im not gonna go out and play street hockey tomorrow or anything. Aaaaannnd, I just went out to a show tonight and didn't even get in the mosh pit which is unheard of for me, so I guess that counts for something lol.

 

[MikeyC]

I feel like everything is going my way. I feel secure in myself, happy and wanted.
Depression? A pseudo mental illness is what that is - get over it if you ask me.
Dont people realize that they create their own reality?

Just kidding.

Life blows.

I'm really sorry, mate. Talk to me at any time, okay? You're a good guy...if only I could make you see.

 

[lyricalliaisons]

Pretty good

 

[MikeyC]

Pretty good

That's good. Any reasons why?

 

[lyricalliaisons]

That's good. Any reasons why?

Not particularly. I just take a medication that keeps me from being depressed, otherwise, I'd be suicidal right now lol. Morbid, but true.

 

[MikeyC]

Not particularly. I just take a medication that keeps me from being depressed, otherwise, I'd be suicidal right now lol. Morbid, but true.

Oh. :: Well, whatever keeps a smile on your dial.

 

[Srijita52]

You're a good guy...if only I could make you see.

^I agree. You're really a very good guy Kia, you're always too hard on yourself.

 

[KiaKaha]

I am lonely.

I wish I had someone in my life that I could feel close too.

 

[MikeyC]

I am lonely.

I wish I had someone in my life that I could feel close too.

I'm sorry, mate. I am feeling lonelier as time passes, and I have come to realise in too much detail how excruciating that feeling is. You're a good-looking, smart man, so there's got to be a girl out there who sees that.

 

[Srijita52]

I am lonely.

I wish I had someone in my life that I could feel close too.

I'm sorry Kia. I really hope you can find someone you can feel close to someday.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm sorry, mate. I am feeling lonelier as time passes, and I have come to realise in too much detail how excruciating that feeling is. You're a good-looking, smart man, so there's got to be a girl out there who sees that.

I'm sorry you're feeling such way too Mikey. Hang in there.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm sorry you're feeling such way to Mikey. Hang in there.

I will, Srijita. Gosh, you are always so caring. How are you?

 

[KiaKaha]

I'm sorry, mate. I am feeling lonelier as time passes, and I have come to realise in too much detail how excruciating that feeling is. You're a good-looking, smart man, so there's got to be a girl out there who sees that.

Yeah but I aint got no money and everytime I try to courteous to a girl its misinterpreted as being "overly nice" and apparently I am a pushover.

Sorry - but yes. I am a little bitter over all of that crap.

 

[Srijita52]

I will, Srijita. Gosh, you are always so caring. How are you?

Thank you. I'm okay, I'm feeling better than earlier.

 

[MikeyC]

Yeah but I aint got no money and everytime I try to courteous to a girl its misinterpreted as being "overly nice" and apparently I am a pushover.

Sorry - but yes. I am a little bitter over all of that crap.

I understand. A little bit of balance and all that. You and I will both work it out.

Thank you. I'm okay, I'm feeling better than earlier.

I'm glad you're feeling better than you were before. (Sorry, I must've missed why you weren't okay before.) I like it when you're happy.

 

[KiaKaha]

I understand. A little bit of balance and all that. You and I will both work it out.
.

Meh

Completely ridiculous. I am tired of being understanding and patient.

 

[MikeyC]

Meh

Completely ridiculous. I am tired of being understanding and patient.

You can still be that. There's no need to turn into a jerk. Girls don't like guys who treat them poorly, as much as we like to think otherwise.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm glad you're feeling better than you were before. (Sorry, I must've missed why you weren't okay before.) I like it when you're happy.

Thank you, it was just my negative thoughts as usual but for some reason those aren't bothering me at the moment.