How are you feeling?

MikeyC

MikeyC

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狼;602377 said:
Good but tired. I worked my first day as an audio tech on a film shoot and I did great and it went very well. I hope like heck I get more work now!
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Great news. I hope you get more work.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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狼;602389 said:
Thanks! I hate to admit how long it's been since I had work/have worked so yeah I feel pretty happy for a change =) Serious lulls in employment can reek major havoc on your identity and self worth for sure.
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Yeah, I'm going through that right now. It's no fun.
 
outsideroftheoutsiders

outsideroftheoutsiders

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Anxious. Attacked.

From this e-mail "Steph, I didn’t get your email until I got home last night – I go to all my tutes so it hadn’t occurred to me that anyone wouldn’t bother to turn up, especially when we’re doing a group project. "

It's so bitchy. I had a huge assignment worth 50% I needed to do... she doesnt study full-time and shes a mature aged student so she spend heapss on the assignment while im struggling with mutiple assignments.. its just so bitchy and im upset and feel attacked and i just dont want to eat for the rest of the day..
i guess im super sensitive.. i hate stuff like this
 
MsBuzzkillington

MsBuzzkillington

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Right now I am feeling a bit relieved. I have one week left of regular classes and then a week of finals. But I only have two classes and I can take my test for my Spanish class early so I don't have to go to class on the last week. So technically, I only have two Spanish classes left. Only two. My other class is only once a week and so that means I only have two classes left of that one as well. Depending on what I can work out with my teacher, I may be able to get everything done for that one early too. If not I still will only have one class on the week of the 7th (finals week). The end if near, it really is. I didn't think I would make it. I had so much despair, so much... dread. I wanted to give up so many times. I felt so depressed and so hopeless. I wanted to die. Now, classes are finally ending. Soon it will all be over and I won't have to worry about it anymore. It feels great.

The 7th is when my lease ends. It could be that day or a few days after that when I get to go up to Colorado and see my dog again. I miss him lots. I can't believe it is almost here. It is just so weird, the feeling of so much stress and anxiety and depression and then to actually see a light at the end of the tunnel. I know things are going to be really tough when I get back up to Colorado. The thought of leaving Arizona is making me really sad. I do have lots of conflicting thoughts about the situation and the future is unclear, so that is scary. But, the light. I see it.

I also have a lot of other conflicting emotions. Feelings of wanting to reach out but being scared to as well. I want to be close to people and I want friends, but when it comes to making an effort or taking chances, I just seem to stop myself.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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outsideroftheoutsiders said:
Anxious. Attacked.

From this e-mail "Steph, I didn’t get your email until I got home last night – I go to all my tutes so it hadn’t occurred to me that anyone wouldn’t bother to turn up, especially when we’re doing a group project. "

It's so bitchy. I had a huge assignment worth 50% I needed to do... she doesnt study full-time and shes a mature aged student so she spend heapss on the assignment while im struggling with mutiple assignments.. its just so bitchy and im upset and feel attacked and i just dont want to eat for the rest of the day..
i guess im super sensitive.. i hate stuff like this
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Group projects would be like that. You're constantly relying on others to pull their weight and then get stressed when they don't. Sorry this is happening. Hopefully you can get through it.
 
Falkor

Falkor

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MsBuzzkillington said:
Right now I am feeling a bit relieved. I have one week left of regular classes and then a week of finals. But I only have two classes and I can take my test for my Spanish class early so I don't have to go to class on the last week. So technically, I only have two Spanish classes left. Only two. My other class is only once a week and so that means I only have two classes left of that one as well. Depending on what I can work out with my teacher, I may be able to get everything done for that one early too. If not I still will only have one class on the week of the 7th (finals week). The end if near, it really is. I didn't think I would make it. I had so much despair, so much... dread. I wanted to give up so many times. I felt so depressed and so hopeless. I wanted to die. Now, classes are finally ending. Soon it will all be over and I won't have to worry about it anymore. It feels great.

The 7th is when my lease ends. It could be that day or a few days after that when I get to go up to Colorado and see my dog again. I miss him lots. I can't believe it is almost here. It is just so weird, the feeling of so much stress and anxiety and depression and then to actually see a light at the end of the tunnel. I know things are going to be really tough when I get back up to Colorado. The thought of leaving Arizona is making me really sad. I do have lots of conflicting thoughts about the situation and the future is unclear, so that is scary. But, the light. I see it.

I also have a lot of other conflicting emotions. Feelings of wanting to reach out but being scared to as well. I want to be close to people and I want friends, but when it comes to making an effort or taking chances, I just seem to stop myself.
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Good luck on studying, You can do it!!!

The conflicting emotions, maybe you should write them all down in a notepad, what are the main reasons for you to feel so overly stressed, why are you thinking about a bunch of conflicts? I hope you will feel more at ease when you know it is more clarified in a notepad, and to reach out, you indeed have to put effort to it, but talking can be hard... agreed.. but if you talk, ppl might understand you better and will take more care of your feelings and you can finally feel less pressured and relieved.. by saying it. Be proud :)

Have fun iwth yout pet, that's so sweet:)
 
AsTimeBurns

AsTimeBurns

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Pretty crap, i seem to be allergic to everything now. Cannot stop blowing my nose, sneezing, etc... got itchy eyes as well. Been going on for months, but I never used to be this allergic to things!
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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outsideroftheoutsiders said:
Anxious. Attacked.

From this e-mail "Steph, I didn’t get your email until I got home last night – I go to all my tutes so it hadn’t occurred to me that anyone wouldn’t bother to turn up, especially when we’re doing a group project. "

It's so bitchy. I had a huge assignment worth 50% I needed to do... she doesnt study full-time and shes a mature aged student so she spend heapss on the assignment while im struggling with mutiple assignments.. its just so bitchy and im upset and feel attacked and i just dont want to eat for the rest of the day..
i guess im super sensitive.. i hate stuff like this
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Ugh I feel the same in such situations. I'm sorry you're going through it.
AsTimeBurns said:
Pretty crap, i seem to be allergic to everything now. Cannot stop blowing my nose, sneezing, etc... got itchy eyes as well. Been going on for months, but I never used to be this allergic to things!
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That sucks! I'm almost allergic to everything as well. I hope you feel better soon.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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MsBuzzkillington said:
Right now I am feeling a bit relieved. I have one week left of regular classes and then a week of finals. But I only have two classes and I can take my test for my Spanish class early so I don't have to go to class on the last week. So technically, I only have two Spanish classes left. Only two. My other class is only once a week and so that means I only have two classes left of that one as well. Depending on what I can work out with my teacher, I may be able to get everything done for that one early too. If not I still will only have one class on the week of the 7th (finals week). The end if near, it really is. I didn't think I would make it. I had so much despair, so much... dread. I wanted to give up so many times. I felt so depressed and so hopeless. I wanted to die. Now, classes are finally ending. Soon it will all be over and I won't have to worry about it anymore. It feels great.

The 7th is when my lease ends. It could be that day or a few days after that when I get to go up to Colorado and see my dog again. I miss him lots. I can't believe it is almost here. It is just so weird, the feeling of so much stress and anxiety and depression and then to actually see a light at the end of the tunnel. I know things are going to be really tough when I get back up to Colorado. The thought of leaving Arizona is making me really sad. I do have lots of conflicting thoughts about the situation and the future is unclear, so that is scary. But, the light. I see it.

I also have a lot of other conflicting emotions. Feelings of wanting to reach out but being scared to as well. I want to be close to people and I want friends, but when it comes to making an effort or taking chances, I just seem to stop myself.
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I'm glad your studies are going well.
I can relate to you about coflicting emotions. Future usually seems scary when we don't know what's going to happen but once you go through it you'll find that its not that hard. Good luck :)
 
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