How are you feeling?

[Shyangel]

Thanks Feel Nothing and Srijita. You guys are great.

I just wish I didn't hurt so badly every time someone doesn't give much of a damn about me. I really doubt I'll see that guy I dated a few times again. It just isn't working out...I'm not hugely into the guy, it just hurts that, yet again, I couldn't maintain a relationship...I want someone to come in my life and not leave. Is that so much to ask?...I do think I expect too much out of the relationships I start, friend or other wise. I put too much of myself into them. I take it really seriously when someone decides to consider me a friend or whatever and they don't...I wish I would stop caring so much.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

HORRIBLE.
NEW computer just crashed and I've lost 6 months worth of progress on album and novels.
I'm screwed. Plus-- I don't have any money to get either of my computers fixed and I haven't eaten properly in days. Just kill me, please.

 

[BlackPuma]

HORRIBLE.
NEW computer just crashed and I've lost 6 months worth of progress on album and novels.
I'm screwed. Plus-- I don't have any money to get either of my computers fixed and I haven't eaten properly in days. Just kill me, please.

Oh man, I'm so sorry that happened, Weirdy. That must be heart breaking. I know it's a small consulation, but in the future you should try using a service called ''Dropbox''. It makes a folder that exists online (but that you can place files in and use just like a regular folder). Meaning that when your computer crashes beyond repair, the folder is save. The folder you get is 2gb and is permanently free, you can upgrade too, but that costs a monthly fee I think.

You can also use it to synchronize the folder on multiple computers/phone. For valuable files, it can be a life saver, plus give you a large range if you use many devices.

Can you perhaps let someone connect the harddrive to another computer and retrieve the files?

 

[Kiwong]

Better after a run

 

[knowledgeofself]

^ congrats you got the 30,000th post in this thread!

i'm feeling tired today, all day. head is beginning to ache.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

Can you perhaps let someone connect the harddrive to another computer and retrieve the files?

I could... although right now, the problem is that I don't have money to have them recovered locally and my only friend-- who is able to do it, lives 14 hours away.

 

[YellowBird]

i've been getting better,i feel a lot different and i'm extremely grateful for every minute my mind is at ease.

 

[MollyBeGood]

meh..i followed up with an employer who I want to work for and she hasn't gotten back to me in a few days.

otherwise I have been sittin in the sun drinking a white russian listening to tunes so good-good

 

[MikeyC]

Thanks Feel Nothing and Srijita. You guys are great.

I just wish I didn't hurt so badly every time someone doesn't give much of a damn about me. I really doubt I'll see that guy I dated a few times again. It just isn't working out...I'm not hugely into the guy, it just hurts that, yet again, I couldn't maintain a relationship...I want someone to come in my life and not leave. Is that so much to ask?...I do think I expect too much out of the relationships I start, friend or other wise. I put too much of myself into them. I take it really seriously when someone decides to consider me a friend or whatever and they don't...I wish I would stop caring so much.

I'm feeling the exact same way, my friend. I'm sorry you're going through it. You will find someone who cherishes their time with you, I'm very sure.

 

[dottie]

my work environment is not good. too much gossip and nastiness. NOT INTERESTED. don't want to hear it. don't want to even witness it in the same room. and because i am not interested in that i am kind of left out. that is fine. but do not be hostile towards me or target me because you are miserable. just leave me alone, let me do my job, and do not let me hear your evil gossiping. you can try to target me but whatever. i am a damn hard worker and your gossip is going to fall short when all you can come up with is that i don't want to hear your petty banter. and... i still hate my supervisor. evil @#$^.

 

[EscapeArtist]

Really bad for some reason. Loneliness. Always the SAME feeling. Wanting close friends who I can spend more time with. Drinking also makes me more depressed..oopsie.

 

[Shyangel]

I'm feeling the exact same way, my friend. I'm sorry you're going through it. You will find someone who cherishes their time with you, I'm very sure.

Sorry to hear that, Mikey. Relationships are so difficult. I've been going on a painful emotional roller coaster since I've been involved with them more...I'm starting to think I'm better off without friends and such. Some casual acquaintances sounds nice. Hang out once in a blue moon, barley know each other. Sounds simpler.

 

[MollyBeGood]

lonely but i am not alone.

 

[superfluouslyme]

I had a headache last night and I wasn't really in the mood to do anything, so I took two Tylenol PM around 8 or so. I woke up 15 minutes ago, thinking it would be 10 or 11, but lo and behold, it's 1:45! When I got out of bed, I was a bit wobbly and staggered around my room until I could gain my balance. Now I remember why I usually only take on Tylenol at night.

 

[hidwell]

depressed ::

 

[superfluouslyme]

depressed ::

Problem? ::

 

[Amalthea]

Today is my birthday, I turned 31. I find my birthdays are one of the hardest days cause I Look at my life and it's know where near where I should be. This year I just wish I had a job and that I could have friends and DANCE! Every day I try and everyday from today I will keep trying. Hopefully 12 months from now I can look back and say Yes I have all those things.

 

[superfluouslyme]

Today is my birthday, I turned 31. I find my birthdays are one of the hardest days cause I Look at my life and it's know where near where I should be. This year I just wish I had a job and that I could have friends and DANCE! Every day I try and everyday from today I will keep trying. Hopefully 12 months from now I can look back and say Yes I have all those things.

Happy birthday! And welcome to SPW! I think most people on here would agree that birthdays can be hard. I'm kinda going through the same thing right now, but I'm not measuring by birthdays so much as by the date when my parents can't keep me on their insurance anymore. It's been my motivating factor for getting my butt in gear. I hope you can find something to motivate you to get to where you want to be.

 

[MikeyC]

my work environment is not good. too much gossip and nastiness. NOT INTERESTED. don't want to hear it. don't want to even witness it in the same room. and because i am not interested in that i am kind of left out. that is fine. but do not be hostile towards me or target me because you are miserable. just leave me alone, let me do my job, and do not let me hear your evil gossiping. you can try to target me but whatever. i am a damn hard worker and your gossip is going to fall short when all you can come up with is that i don't want to hear your petty banter. and... i still hate my supervisor. evil @#$^.

Still problems there, I see. Gossip is so uninteresting, I will agree, but it sounds like you're just going to have to deal with it one way or another. Good on you for not participating in such a thing, as it shows maturity.

Sorry to hear that, Mikey. Relationships are so difficult. I've been going on a painful emotional roller coaster since I've been involved with them more...I'm starting to think I'm better off without friends and such. Some casual acquaintances sounds nice. Hang out once in a blue moon, barley know each other. Sounds simpler.

You won't be better off without friends. It sucks being on that emotional roller coaster, but friends can pick you up when you're at a low point of the ride. I would gladly be your friend if I lived in Georgia.

 

[lonely_drummer]

I'm freakin out!! It's 330am and I just woke up from an intense dream that I can't even remember. I'm feeling really scared and anxious. I've been having these intense urges lately to just up and leave. Gather up what I need and head off to the mountains to never be seen again. This world isn't built for waste like me ::