How are you feeling?

Agent_Violet

Well-known member
I feel really down honestly. I was fine for most of the day then I looked out my window and I seen my crush walking by.I dont know why but it ruined me.

*hugs* you poor dear...crushes can be so rough. Feels like your heart is breaking every time you see them. I hope you start feeling better soon. Would there be any chance for you to talk with your crush? Or you'd rather leave it alone?
 

Phoenixx

Well-known member
Kinda pissed, kinda disappointed. Uncovering some anger. While I don't like to talk about past things, it feels good to let it out.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
Wow sorry for all feeling bad and angry and all that. So for all -

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(just don't hug for too long he's a little hungry :D
 
Complicated, jumbled up, inside-out, back-to-front and tangled.:confused:

The more I think about solutions to problems, the more confusing and complicated they become.
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
The best one I've seen yet is simply "Banned by Pookah".

If I ever do anything to deserve the forum's equivalent of the death penalty, then I would like to formally request here and now that Pookah be the one to take my SPW life. ::p:

I hope if something horrible happens and I'm banned it says something cool like "Banned for knowing too much," or "I told him, so I had to ban him." Or some other cool play on cliche :cool:
 

DeadmanWalking

Well-known member
Omg just died over the cleverness :) :p

I'm learning to play the harp bc it's beautiful and I like a challenge.

Oh, is that so. I like challenges too (as a certain person on SPW can tell you::p:). And the harp is very beautiful. But the question is, is it as beautiful as me.... or as you;):cool:?

Good luck with it and make sure you post a playing of it on here, so that we can listen to it!
 

maybmental2

Active member
I feel kind of nothing today, Don't know why but every Wed. I feel this way. I work with a guy that needed the heater core in his truck fixed so I fixed it for him (No charge) and that felt pretty good but that was it for an actual feeling today.
 

MikeyC

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What an absolutely wasted day.

I was supposed to go to the doctor to get a referral to a psychologist. I only want it so I can get about 6 half-price sessions. I drive to one, but I got too scared to go in. I couldn't understand why that was...I made the effort to drive there, I should go in and tell them I need to see a doctor. But no, I walk past the doctor's office about 4 times, too afraid to walk in. Then I just sat in my car, stupidly, heart racing. For half an hour. I then drove away.

After going home for a bit, doing absolutely nothing, I then drove to another one, further away. Took a little while to find it, but I then couldn't go in AGAIN and instead I went to a nearby mall and bought 2 blocks of chocolate and drove home. I can't believe my idiocy. What the hell is wrong with me???

Because of all that, I didn't have time to have a nap (trying to catch up on sleep) and I'm now listening to brand new music I got, but I have no time to hear the whole album as I have to go to work.

I bashed my drum kit earlier in total frustration and anger.
 
What an absolutely wasted day.

I was supposed to go to the doctor to get a referral to a psychologist. I only want it so I can get about 6 half-price sessions. I drive to one, but I got too scared to go in. I couldn't understand why that was...I made the effort to drive there, I should go in and tell them I need to see a doctor. But no, I walk past the doctor's office about 4 times, too afraid to walk in. Then I just sat in my car, stupidly, heart racing. For half an hour. I then drove away.

After going home for a bit, doing absolutely nothing, I then drove to another one, further away. Took a little while to find it, but I then couldn't go in AGAIN and instead I went to a nearby mall and bought 2 blocks of chocolate and drove home. I can't believe my idiocy. What the hell is wrong with me???

Because of all that, I didn't have time to have a nap (trying to catch up on sleep) and I'm now listening to brand new music I got, but I have no time to hear the whole album as I have to go to work.

I bashed my drum kit earlier in total frustration and anger.

Do you have any family member who go with you to the doctors? I don't mean go in the the doctors room with you, I mean sometimes just having someone familiar sitting in the waiting room with you so your not sitting there by yourself can help.
I also find making the appointment over the phone can be less stressful then having to front up to a desk and talk face to face with a receptionist to make the appointment time. You can have what you want to say written out in front of you and just read it. Then you don't have to worry about getting tongue tied at the reception desk.
 
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MikeyC

Well-known member
Do you have any family member who go with you to the doctors? I don't mean go in the the doctors room with you, I mean sometimes just having someone familiar sitting in the waiting room with you so your not sitting there by yourself can help.
I also find making the appointment over the phone can be less stressful then having to front up to a desk and talk face to face with a receptionist to make the appointment time. You can have what you want to say written out in front of you and just read it. Then you don't have to worry about getting tonge tied at the reception desk.
I kinda maybe haven't told my parents I'm going yet. I want to complete my first therapy session and then tell them, so it's then too late for them to try and get me out of it. Having somebody there would've helped me get across the line, but I couldn't get anyone else there and even if I could I wouldn't drag them to a doctor.

I would've done it over the phone but that makes me just as nervous, which is why I decided going in would've been the better option.

I don't think I would've had any trouble with being tongue-tied at reception - if I made it that far I knew what I wanted to say. It's just getting that far. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow.

Thanks for replying. :)
 

Apotheosis

Well-known member
Feeling... stretched out. Too much **** going on right now to think about.

Sometimes I just want to curl up, take something to stop the spinning, like I used to.

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****.
 
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