How are you feeling?

with a headache after a bad night of sleep!

I had a talk with my mum the other day about how I felt and, for once, she actually listened to me. We talked about how I feel isolated because of my disability, unresolved issues from the past 8 years. But I still think therapy might be the best way to overcome my social anxiety because I don't think my mum is aware of just how bad I have it. There's more to it than "just being shy".

Not feeling as pessimistic and f***ing miserable as I've been lately, though. Which is good. 🙂

Graeme1988 said: ↑

I had a talk with my mum the other day about how I felt and, for once, she actually listened to me. We talked about how I feel isolated because of my disability, unresolved issues from the past 8 years. But I still think therapy might be the best way to overcome my social anxiety because I don't think my mum is aware of just how bad I have it. There's more to it than "just being shy".

Not feeling as pessimistic and f***ing miserable as I've been lately, though. Which is good. 🙂

Awesome. Makes a big difference when someone really hears you.

ShyKiwi said: ↑

Awesome. Makes a big difference when someone really hears you.

Yeah, maybe things are starting to change for the better. 😀

I'm so [insert negative adjective here].

Let's all play 'Guess the word I'm thinking of.' 🙂 Coyote, I'm waiting for a really good adjective from you!

incandescent

I feel poisoned.

Like crawling into a hole and never coming out.

Phoenixx said: ↑

Like crawling into a hole and never coming out.

I normally feel this way, especially once I woke up this morning and remembered how stupid I am, but as of now I'm stoked.
Amazed.
Excited.
Need to get a thesaurus.
So, uhm. Don't start diggin' your hole just yet 😉

Feeling like "what's the point of me even F*****g being here"
I try so damn hard to make everything right and it feels like
everything is just going wrong.
I fail at marriage
I fail as a Father
I fail at Uni
I fail with money
I fail at homemaking
I'm just a big fat FAIL

I want to scream but can't. Everythings pent up with no possible form of release.

Drained. Defeated. Lonely. Lower than low. One of those "If I had a gun..." moments.

Useless, uncapable...

This is really weird for me. For no apparent reason whatsoever, I'm feeling anxious (don't even know if actually anxious, at least nervous). This has never happened to me before, is my brain chemistry finally ruined?

Pretty relaxed now, after spending over an hour in the library just reading. I found the perfect spot. It's in a back room, in the corner, on a couch. 🙂 It's so nice and quiet in there, no one to bother me. I'm going to try to go there every night, just to clear my mind.

numb.










.....

Crappy. Woke up in the worst mood possible, had to be the shoulder-to-cry-on for my idiot friend again, got into a bit of a fight with my mom, and now I have a headache. FMD.

Really stupid and completely foolish...sorry I put myself out there without thinking it through first.

Why is everyone so sad?
I'm in a good mood for once.

^ Today's just not a good day I guess. That's great to hear though! I'm happy for you then 😀

BiWinning said: ↑

Why is everyone so sad?
I'm in a good mood for once.

It's Monday, duhhhhhhhhh :😛: