How are you feeling?

bsebring said: ↑

Why do guys act like this? I didn't yell or scream, I was actually really nice to him. But I was busy when school started so I wasn't able to see him as much. I looked forward to seeing him when I had the chance. Sorry I'm just upset right now.
The last guy I was with told me "aww, I'm not mad at you I'm just done using you."
I need to find better guys...

I'm not sure how to answer that. Guys like that tend to give other men crap too. They're all around douch bags

PipsMcClawski said: ↑

I'm not sure how to answer that. Guys like that tend to give other men crap too. They're all around douch bags

Pretty much, I'll get over it. I always do.
Tomorrow is a new day and I've made more positive choices in my life. I don't think he could handle that.
I don't plan to talk to him again if he's going to treat me that way....Unfortunately, it's hard to take positive steps when you've burned the bridge you need to walk across. Not that he cares but he lost his chance with me.

I feel alienated to everyone as of late.. Like looking at people through a thick mist. Unable to connect to them or read their emotions/desires. Didn't use to be this bad. Odd.

blackpuma said: ↑

I feel alienated to everyone as of late.. Like looking at people through a thick mist. Unable to connect to them or read their emotions/desires. Didn't use to be this bad. Odd.

Are depressed atm? I know depression can do that to me.

BlueDays said: ↑

Are depressed atm? I know depression can do that to me.

Hm, could be. Depression tends to creep into my system unnoticed every two years or so. I'll reflect more on that when it's not 4:20am. ;3 Thanks.

blackpuma said: ↑

Hm, could be. Depression tends to creep into my system unnoticed every two years or so. I'll reflect more on that when it's not 4:20am. ;3 Thanks.

*Sings blackpuma a sweet lullaby to help him get some sleep* 🙂

Tino said: ↑

To be fair I don't think men like ultimatums, they come across as uncaring.

Maybe...it's just complicated.

im not doing good

Feeling rather lonely right now. :/

Miami said: ↑

im not doing good

^What's wrong?

Pretty good~ Today was a good day after all. Got to go out, go to the theater to watch Contagion (which turned out better than I expected), and get some ice cream after. Can't complain one bit 🙂

BlueDays said: ↑

*Sings blackpuma a sweet lullaby to help him get some sleep* 🙂

Aw. <3 :😛:

I am wondering whether its possible to have high self esteem/cofidence and still have Social anxiety... are the two exclusive? or does one go with the other..

I am thinking that they are exclusive...just from sheer observation. Although I could be wrong...its been known to happen before..

i feel anxious and alone.

Agent_Violet said: ↑

i feel anxious and alone.

You can't feel alone here.
I won't let you.
Hope the anxiety goes soon


I'm a bit paranoid. She's been in a 2 day slump
and I fe it's due to something I've done/not done.

Dead_on_Arrival said: ↑

You can't feel alone here.
I won't let you.
Hope the anxiety goes soon

thanks DOA...

i'm just having a self pity day i think...you know, one of those days where you feel empty and disliked by all even if it's not true.

i dislike self pity days when they come around. my internal voice all day sounds like a verbally abusive boyfriend or something lol 'youre so ugly.you're so dull.why are you so stupid.you look terrible today.you can't do anything you want to do today.'

yup. self pity day. 🙄

I love my brother. He just opened up my eyes about so much today, about myself.

Agent_Violet said: ↑

thanks DOA...

i'm just having a self pity day i think...you know, one of those days where you feel empty and disliked by all even if it's not true.

i dislike self pity days when they come around. my internal voice all day sounds like a verbally abusive boyfriend or something lol 'youre so ugly.you're so dull.why are you so stupid.you look terrible today.you can't do anything you want to do today.'

yup. self pity day. 🙄

I understand that, except the boyfriend part, lol.
I beat myself up all the time. Sometimes you just need a confidence injection. I think I just came up with an idea, extract confidence from those who have too much and inject it into those with none. I could so be an evil genius muahahaha.

wow i love that idea:D i can definitely see elements of evil genius in you! rofl

I'm feeling fine, I was on a nasty black hole from Tuesday to Monday, but I managed to get out. Cautious optimism would be the description.