How are you feeling?

Feeling a bit better today. I'm making it my goal today to go out of my way to be extremely kind to myself, and to make sure I have some FUN. Yes FUN, with all capital letters. I'm not sure what form that's going to take yet, but I will find something. I think it's important.... even necessary 😀

I feel like doing something, but it's rainy and everyone is out and about. And I really don't feel like doing homework... Hmm... :S

Tino said: ↑

I feel tranquilized.

Why, booboo? (you don't mind if I call you that, do you? 😀 )

Ugh¡..............

I feel deflated...

planemo said: ↑

I feel deflated...

i can't stand that feeling. i hope you feel better soon!

Agent_Violet said: ↑

i can't stand that feeling. i hope you feel better soon!

thanks, there's always hope i suppose 🙂

I feel sad. I just realized that I'm really bad at understanding the true nature of people. Its very frustrating 🙁

planemo said: ↑

thanks, there's always hope i suppose 🙂

Of course there is, even when you don't know. Just don't give up 🙂

I have returned from half a week away! From doing pretty much doing nothing, really =).

Useless. So many people are trying to commit suicide now and I feel like I can't do anything to save them. You'd think that having almost been a victim of suicide I'd be able to do something but I can't.

MaliceInWickedland said: ↑

Useless. So many people are trying to commit suicide now and I feel like I can't do anything to save them. You'd think that having almost been a victim of suicide I'd be able to do something but I can't.

It isn't healthy for you to view it this way. You ARE doing something...being there for the person IS doing something. Giving the person your time and attention is the BEST thing you can give them.

Being a survivor of a suicide...i know you know this somewhere deep inside of you. Not many people are willing to give suicidal people the time and focus they need to get through the darkness.

I feel like I'm not really good at anything, I'm so goddamn worthless. Everyone around me seem to be moving forward while im still standing in the same place. sigh.

Vamp said: ↑

I feel like I'm not really good at anything, I'm so goddamn worthless. Everyone around me seem to be moving forward while im still standing in the same place. sigh.

^I'm sorry but I have to disagree. You're so not worthless! I'm sure you'll also be moving forward just like them or even better.

Deus_Ex_Lemur said: ↑

I have returned from half a week away! From doing pretty much doing nothing, really =).

That's my favorite thing ever.

I'm really confused right now; right now, I'm at school and my teacher wants me to switch majors to English. Apparently, I'm a good writer to her. The problem is that:
A: I don't know what constitutes a good writer, so this, along with my natural skepticism to compliments, makes me wary of how good I am.
B: I don't know what kind of professions would be available to me if I did get an English major.

So, tomorrow, I plan on going to talk to her about this. In other news, I'm going back to therapy so I can deal with these unrelenting demons in my head. All I need to do is set up an appointment.

FriendlessGirl said: ↑

^I'm sorry but I have to disagree. You're so not worthless! I'm sure you'll also be moving forward just like them or even better.

U always know just what to say:) thanks girl!

Ohhh, not bad, not bad at all considering.

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

A: I don't know what constitutes a good writer, so this, along with my natural skepticism to compliments, makes me wary of how good I am.

A good writer makes people feel things (besides frustrated or angry at their bad grammer :😛:) and transports you to the place being described. If it's fiction, the writer also makes you care about their characters.

That zarking anxiety that has been affecting me since yesterday (whose causes are irrational even for my standards), is not letting me focus on studies, I can keep up with the subjects on class and do my homework, but there's a couple things it would be appropriate to read about but I can't focus on it.