neko
Well-known member
Why the hell that everytime I go out and feel well, like to the mall, I feel so f-ing bad when there? The other girls look so thin and they all have pretty long out of the salon hairdos and makeup. F%&! I can't put makeup on even if my life depended on it and all I can do about my hair is to make it straight and flat. I dunno how to dress cause I'm caught in an endless undeciveness since I reached adulthood (doesn't help that I'll be 20 soon) and I just dunno what to do about myself. I don't want to feel ordinary I LOATHE that feeling. Every other women look like a super rich professional fashionista to me.
Oh and how do those girls stay so skinny? Damn do they eat? Not that I'm fat, I'm healthy but fashion makes it hard if you're not either all bones or an hourglass shape. I'm neither, I have curves but I have small boobs and big hips, YAY (sarcasm if your detector is broke)! Pear shape sucks.
Sorry, this is probably coming out of nowhere, by someone you don't know but I need to vent, since it's something I kept inside for a long time cause no one takes it seriously. It sucks to hate the body you're in. ::
Oh and how do those girls stay so skinny? Damn do they eat? Not that I'm fat, I'm healthy but fashion makes it hard if you're not either all bones or an hourglass shape. I'm neither, I have curves but I have small boobs and big hips, YAY (sarcasm if your detector is broke)! Pear shape sucks.
Sorry, this is probably coming out of nowhere, by someone you don't know but I need to vent, since it's something I kept inside for a long time cause no one takes it seriously. It sucks to hate the body you're in. ::