zav943
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On the balance of things, I think I'm a pretty sane person, but having gone weeks at a time without any human interaction (other than my mom occasionally calling me), and not having any pets, I've taken up the off habit of talking to myself. By that I mean far beyond the occasional curse or self-depreciating comment I mutter when I do something stupid...sometimes I'll just start uttering what I'm thinking. Complete and random thoughts...I just want to say them...I can't stay quiet forever!
I wish I had someone to share these thoughts with, so I end up having to talk to myself in the car or at home. I know, it's a very sad state of affairs, but it's become part of who I am.
Does anyone else talk to themselves often?
(example of my self-talk for the sake of clarification:
There was a girl I used to like who straight up (and without much thought) did her best to ignore me once she felt that I like her. I wasn't hurt or anything since I'm emotionally numb at this point...rather, I feel frustrated, and curious why a girl who told me she liked me a lot (as a friend) would just ditch me so quickly. One time, while driving and thinking about that, I randomly said "Fine then, don't talk to me. This is my punishment? For liking you...you didn't even give me a chance to tell you..." I just kept rambling on like that until I came to a red light.)
I wish I had someone to share these thoughts with, so I end up having to talk to myself in the car or at home. I know, it's a very sad state of affairs, but it's become part of who I am.
Does anyone else talk to themselves often?
(example of my self-talk for the sake of clarification:
There was a girl I used to like who straight up (and without much thought) did her best to ignore me once she felt that I like her. I wasn't hurt or anything since I'm emotionally numb at this point...rather, I feel frustrated, and curious why a girl who told me she liked me a lot (as a friend) would just ditch me so quickly. One time, while driving and thinking about that, I randomly said "Fine then, don't talk to me. This is my punishment? For liking you...you didn't even give me a chance to tell you..." I just kept rambling on like that until I came to a red light.)