Hey, I just have been reading your new topic. I really understand what you are going through. I just wanted to give a virtual ((Hug)) and I just sent a friend request.
Maybe we could chat a little
Oh and you don't have to be positive all the time, some people just cannot handle the way you feel, but that is a fail. Not your fail! It's totally understandable that you feel down so now and then, SA isn't an easy thing, right.
People also told me ''Don't look so sad'' or ''Be more happy'' But I cannot be happy if I don't feel that way, I can't even fake a smile, I just can't.