Hrm,
I hate some of the choices I've made.
Want to kick my own ass for them.
I wish I could make my parents proud of me and fear I never will.
But....I think i'm an alright person...I mean..I've never hurt anybody.
As long as I die having made the world or anybody's life no worse than before...I'll be happy with myself.
No better(Though I wouldn't mind this one :


no worse.
Just fade away as if I never existed.
Not competent as a human being or simply good enough to make anybody happy.
Not quite a piece of ****.
Living in the grey.