I am really obsessed about death. I was always trying to find out what will happen when I die. But I never found the answer.
I'm afraid that I get a heartattack, or if I die, that there will be 'nothing'.
I just want to live forever. But somehow my instinct tells me that , nobody wants to live forever ... weird huh.
My OCD makes me worry about death alot, some days I don't, some days I do alot. I can't believe that one day it will be all over.
Sometimes I'm afraid of life, what has brought us here.. and why we have to live with all those dangers.. Sometimes I feel like that Life is just like Sim City.
And I wish I could just make the best out of life.. But sadly I'm not. Wish I could do that more..