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Here's hoping that 2016 will be a better year for all of us. I'm going to bed now. Goodnight.

There was some Linux talk here recently. I haven't run Linux in two years but I'm bored with Windows 8 and am thinking of switching back over. Just curious which Linux distros you guys use? Two years ago I had settled on Xubuntu for it's simplicity. Also I run Android inside of Virtualbox...

Starting this thread to put my random thoughts rather than clogging up the "post your random thoughts" thread. This really is like a type of therapy for me in some strange way.:thumbup:

So I dipped my toe into the tub of buttercream frosting known as Twitter. Found a bunch of local people and started reading tweets. Wow, these people sure live some amazing lives! Can't tell you how many times I've seen the words "awesome" "can't wait" "so good" and then there are the...

Does anyone else feel "burned out"? After all the years of mental illness, failures, loneliness, anxiety, depression, isolation, listening to other people's problems, money, the internet, tv...I just feel so tired of it all! It seems like anymore dealing with people just takes more out of me...

The theme of my life: Lots of effort for little or no positive returns. I'm so tired.

Sorry for the rant guys I just really need to get this out today. I try with people, I really do. I'm nice. I listen to their problems. All I ask in return is just a little respect and that apparently is TOO MUCH to ask in this day and age. If it isn't all about them then they could care less...

I'm in such a strange and frustrating place in my life right now. It seems that it doesn't matter if I try, don't try, If I'm nice or selfish, heck, I've even been cutting back food and hitting the gym big time and even my weight stays the same. I feel like that guy in the movie "Groundhog Day"...

I've been getting a lot done these past six days. Running around, dealing with people, making phone calls, going to the gym, working out and swimming. Then yesterday I started feeling a little bit strange and today I totally hit the wall and I have no energy left and I'm depressed. My arms and...

I simply do not fit into this world. No matter how hard I try. What is odd is that it's possible to still survive and have a tiny little semblance of a life. I call it "getting your crumbs to survive," but you can't really advance or do much but wait for the next "crumbs" to show up. Then...

...every dream, every "relationship", every "opportunity", every best intention, every try, every time I reach out, every time I try to break out. Everything in my life just seems to fizzle and fade back to the same gray existence. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm at a total loss. Harry...

I don't have much of a social life or many friends but lately it seems like the few I do have are fading out of my life all at the same time. I really do wonder sometimes if I'm becoming an invisible being. Emails/texts aren't replied to, a couple of times lately when I talked to people on the...

I am so sick of this brain fog. Does anybody else deal with this? It doesn't seem to matter if I eat good or bad, take/don't take vitamins, exercise/don't exercise, get plenty of sleep or no sleep, I still get bouts of brain fog where my brain just seems "lazy." Anyone?

It seems like when I try to reach out to people they just ignore me. Online/offline doesn't matter it's always the same[sound of crickets chirping]. Emails are never replied to, tweets are ignored, threads are buried with no reply, phone calls never returned, resume completely ignored without...

My relationship with my fiancee ended last night. We were coming up on 4 years together. My SA and depression and her depression were huge factors. N ow I'm packing up my stuff and getting me and my cat ready for the 400 mile trip back home. I failed. ::(:

Wow! I was happy to come across this site! It's the best social phobia site I have found. My only concern is that I'm a bit too old as there seems to be many younger people here. I'm about to turn 39 in a few days and I guess I'm feeling self-conscious about my age. Anywho, I have been...