S_Spartan
Well-known member
Does anyone else feel "burned out"? After all the years of mental illness, failures, loneliness, anxiety, depression, isolation, listening to other people's problems, money, the internet, tv...I just feel so tired of it all!
It seems like anymore dealing with people just takes more out of me than I have to give and I'm left on empty.
Sometimes I will go to write an email and just look at the screen and think to myself "I just can't do it today".
Sometimes I just feel like sitting here, staring at the wall, and not leaving the house.
This all really hit me lately because I made a mistake in my business and it cost me a pretty big chunk of money(for me at least) and I could have fought it and even made the chunk smaller but I didn't, I just took the loss and moved on because I don't have the energy to fight anymore. And I didn't even care about losing the money whereas in the past I would have obsessed over it.
I'm finding that I care less about things all the time.
Hey, maybe this is a good thing. Maybe this will be the end of my perfectionism! Maybe I'm learning to not give a crap and make mistakes like "normal" people seem to be able to do.
It seems like anymore dealing with people just takes more out of me than I have to give and I'm left on empty.
Sometimes I will go to write an email and just look at the screen and think to myself "I just can't do it today".
Sometimes I just feel like sitting here, staring at the wall, and not leaving the house.
This all really hit me lately because I made a mistake in my business and it cost me a pretty big chunk of money(for me at least) and I could have fought it and even made the chunk smaller but I didn't, I just took the loss and moved on because I don't have the energy to fight anymore. And I didn't even care about losing the money whereas in the past I would have obsessed over it.
I'm finding that I care less about things all the time.
Hey, maybe this is a good thing. Maybe this will be the end of my perfectionism! Maybe I'm learning to not give a crap and make mistakes like "normal" people seem to be able to do.