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  1. Apple Strudel

    I am soon will have to be independent

    I have social phobia and right now I still do. But the unique thing about it is I am going to be "kicked" out of my house by my parents whom are planning to migrate overseas and leave me here. I am reaching mid 20's so yes I am going to get some tough lovin from them somewhere ard a few...
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    Anyone here takes the effort to work out

    As in exercise and eat well but still feel low about themselves and even get insulted by others?
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    Approaching someone in my class

    I am currently undertaking part-time studies and would like to approach this guy in my audit class. First Lesson: When class was over, I was asking the lecturer about some important notes and this guy stopped right ahead of me to listen to our conversation. After leaving, I head towards the...
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    Running out of luck....

    My father (yucks) had decided to move out of this country to retire by the end of this year or during early Jan next year. He will be moving out with my narcissistic stepmother to enjoy the final days of their lives (oh I can see her smiling gleefully at the thought of it). Anyways, my family...
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    Anyone had cases whereas their only support went down?

    How did you cope with the financial side and the emotional side? Did you have to live on your own??? Or are you rendered homeless for a while??
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    Who is that "beautiful/handsome" someone you've always imagined it?

    Recently, I found out that a guy I've fancied for quite some time got attached to a girl he called 'beautiful' and since they are in the same major, something to do with maths, I am sure she is pretty smart too. I saw her picture and it was a big contrast to what I am. She looks to be a bubbly...
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    Left out and regrets (long)

    Last night, I just got back from a game of fun and laughter with my relatives. Me and my cousins plus one aunt was playing throughout the day with cards and 'camp games'. It was never boring and time seems to pass by too quickly. But what I've noticed is that there were a few moments of...
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    I think I know why am I depressed...maybe

    I hardly have friends. Even if I do, they are not remotely close to me and also, they are all busy with their lives, working full-time and studying to even bother about me. What's more they have other friends to tend to, and why would they pick me? Anyways, I've ended high school on a bad note...
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    Just came back from a tiring day

    Today, my boss told me that I am not active enough with the customers and that I don't smile enough and told me not to be so scared. She started out by saying that I should smile often as I looked nice, then she took a 180 degrees turn and told me that even if a person is ugly, his/her greatest...
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    How do you deal with it?

    Moving out alone, paying the rent and everything? No friends, no support. How the hell do people do it? It seems sooo difficult.
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    Why am I such a bottomless pit??

    My goal is to go back to school to obtain some skills and qualifications and i'm intending to complete those before 25 and maybe after that I would be working and saving and probably go for a degree...but..what's next again?? Oh and I would be aiming to be some high flyer corporate crunching...
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    I feel so excited about this new job yesterday but...

    ...It all turned out be one big boring fest. The environment bores me greatly and I nearly sulk on the spot. Oh my god, I was so tired and wasn't even sleeping, maybe it contributes it...but man, i'm too depressed about this job already and it's only my first day (WTH again!) What is this!! :(
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    Useless at jobs

    Recently, I've been quitting one job right after another for one freaking day!! I regretted quitting some jobs though because I was down with depression... And now christmas is coming and everyone's busy..omg, I need the money..god damn..
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    Dread working

    I really hate working...I just got back from my retail job and it was hell since I work in a restaurant. I did not get an yscoldings but the work is tough and the pay is shit. Because the pay is shit, I have to work for another few more months before I can save and transfer to another school...
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    Waking up with a dreaded feeling

    Recently, I've been waking up every morning/afternoon and could feel that my brain serotonin level starts from high (because of my usually good dreams) and dropped to the lowest level with my chest feeling the pains and the dreaded feeling of getting out of bed and I even start having bad...
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    Going back to being reclusive

    These few days, I've been suffering from depression and even thought of shutting myself from the world forever. I had a job today but called to delay it because I was feeling unwell mentally...I ate two tablets of prozac and cried just now. I was a recluse 3 years ago and came out of it when my...
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    Would never get there...ever

    Few years ago, when I found out that two of this particular classmate went to a local uni, I didn't care and thought, 'well, good for them'. Then fate let me came across a guy that I used to like, attending the same local uni and suddenly I felt like a total loser for no reason... In another...
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    I feel like migrating

    I don't know why but suddenly I have this crazy idea of escaping from my homeland, Singapore and just move to Australia to work. I was wondering if I were to get a degree from RMIT in my homeland here, what are my chances of getting a visa and then landing a job over here at Australia? I feel...
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    Terribly lonely and depressed

    After I've found out that a guy I used to like in high school who went to a good uni had liked someone through facebook. Suddenly, I felt really empty for no reason and I became really depressed and I even cried. Today, I only ate one sausage and the rest of the time, I wasn't hungry at all. I...
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    Help me..what it is???

    Recently I got back to work and now, after a few days of working and with aching soles all the time, I developed 'slack jaw' syndrome. It seems that my lower jaw is so loose and my tongue is in constant rolling mood. I can't seem to close my mouth properly and it seems damn loose. I wonder...
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