Apple Strudel
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My goal is to go back to school to obtain some skills and qualifications and i'm intending to complete those before 25 and maybe after that I would be working and saving and probably go for a degree...but..what's next again?? Oh and I would be aiming to be some high flyer corporate crunching numbers away on a calculator and getting highly paid and maybe look for immigration to other country and then get a house, car, etc.blah blah...
My god, is life a never ending pursuit for materials for me??? why the heck can't I just breathe and slow down and just take a break or two staying at home and just wasting my life away???
But it's not possible because my parents are getting old and I don't have anyone to be dependent on. People dislike me and my relatives and so-called friends are not reliable.
I have no choice but to become a bottomless pit to face the world...or be ridiculed for my lackluster attitude towards what society wants.
I feel so tired...really.
My god, is life a never ending pursuit for materials for me??? why the heck can't I just breathe and slow down and just take a break or two staying at home and just wasting my life away???
But it's not possible because my parents are getting old and I don't have anyone to be dependent on. People dislike me and my relatives and so-called friends are not reliable.
I have no choice but to become a bottomless pit to face the world...or be ridiculed for my lackluster attitude towards what society wants.
I feel so tired...really.