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    Has anybody here ever taken diet pills?

    If so, which ones, and did they work? I used Pharma Norde and I didn't really lose weight besides a pound or two, but I ate alot of junk food and I didn't gain any weight.
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    Does anybody else hate letting their family know what you're doing?

    My family are very nosy. They seem to laugh at everything I do. I feel like I can't leave the house without explaining. If I exercise, they'll know. If I buy diet pills off the internet, they'll know. I just feel like they critiize me.
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    Have you ever had a near death experience?

    I have. I have a problem where I constantly daydream. When I was 15, I was walking down the street thinking about a movie I had seen the night before. Basically, I wasn't watching where I was going and I nearly got hit by a car. Luckily, a guy who was jogging pulled me out of the way.
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    Does anybody else get a weird disconnected feeling?

    I don't know how to describe what I mean. It's kind of like, whenever you're in a social situation do you ever just zone out and realize where you actually are and what you're doing? Like I was down town a few days ago and I went into the shopping center. As I was looking around the store I just...
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    Does anybody else feel embarrassed to be human?

    Sometimes I look at people and myself and I think "what is the point of this life? We are just overly glorified animals." When I think about how the human body works I just feel weird, like it is not right and it makes me uncomfortable. You know, everybody has an ****, genitals, mucus, bones...
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    does it freak you out that this is your only life?

    I've just been thinking and I realize THIS IS IT. This is who I am. My past is my past and my future is uncertain. I have an active imagination where I pretend to be fictional characters. This helps with my loneliness. Do you ever look around and are just suddenly hit with the realization that...
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    What is the biggest lie you've ever told to avoid a situation?

    Just curious. I know this sounds bad, but I started skipping college, my attendance was so poor the principal called me to her office and demanded an explanation. I didn't know what else to say so I told her my father died and that I was grieving. My father is a deadbeat and emotionally he is...
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    Have you ever sang alone in front of people

    I have. Last year I had an audition for a performing arts course and we had to act out a monologue and sing a song. I rang "summer days" from Greece and acted out a scene from a play about a mental patient. It was weird. I was so calm and just turned up and sang without second guessing myself...
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    Have you ever gotten lost?

    I have. A few months ago I had a college interview in a town about an hour away from where I live. I took the bus. It was dark by the time I left the college and I was completely lost and I couldn't find the bus stop. The college is hidden away behind a bunch of trees in the middle of a huge...
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    I don't feel guilty for cheating on exams. Do you?

    When I was in school I used to cheat on math, econ and business exams, sometimes Irish and French. The only tests didn't cheat on were English and History. I didn't cheat all the time, only when I knew I couldn't pass. There was just too much too remember and I didn't understand most of it...
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    Have you ever had a celebrity crush? I so, how did you get over it?

    Up until about a week ago, I had a four year long crush on a relatively unknown actor. He's only been in a small few projects but I developed such a crush. For the first two years it was intense, the last two it faded and now I don't care at all. I was 14, nearly 15, when I first saw him on...
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    What does a social anxiety panic attack feel like? I think I had one.

    I had to claim social welfare money for the first time a few days ago. I really didn't want to do it and I was desperate to avoid it. College is no longer an option due to lack of money. I can't find a job. Anyway, my mom forced to to go on the dole. A few days ago I had to go to the...
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    I honestly think I can beat SA. I'm feeling oddly optimistic today.

    For the past few days I've become increasingly stronger. Nothing has really happened to make me change I just feel different than before. I was bored last night, decided to dress myself up and wear make up for no reason, looked in the mirror and realized that I'm not hideous. When I stopped...
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    Do you ever feel like you don't care anymore?

    It's very liberating. I get occasional bouts of desperation where I feel like there is nothing more in the world that i want than to fit in and achieve my goals. Then after a while I just stop caring and kind of have a "whatever happens, happens" kind of attitude.
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    Are you close with your siblings?

    I am not. I am female, 19 and my brother is 26. We still live in the same house with our mom but we are not close at all. We have nothing in common and we never hang out or even talk much. The only time I get to have a few minutes to speak to him is when he picks me up from the grocery store...
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    Do you think being an actor is lonely?

    Just curious. I love acting out situations I make up in my head, so I decided I'm going to try and be an actor and writer. I know it's hard but that's not the point. Do you think being on a famous TV show would help ease your loneliness. Because this way you get to spend all day with you cast...
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    Do you believe that deep down everybody is lonely?

    even people who appear to have lots of friends.
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    I have to go on social welfare. I'm embarrassed, ashamed and having suicidal thoughts

    I have to go on social welfare. Feeling suicidal, embarrassed and hopeless. I was in college but now I can’t get a grant so I have to drop out. because I can’t afford it. I’m 19 and I have a massive fear of social interaction with authority figures. In my country, if you want social welfare...
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    I fear that what I want doesn't actually exist? Anyone else feel like this?

    I have goals but deep down I know I'll never be happy. I know that no matter how much therapy or medication I have, I'll always have some sort of social anxiety. Even if I achieve my goals I will still feel empty and anxious. I can never go back in and relive all those years I missed. I'll never...
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    My last and only chance to be normal. I'm so desperate.

    I'm 19 and I desperately want to be on a TV show with an ensemble cast. I've don't have a single friend in the world and am very isolated. I dropped out of college six months ago and only leave my bedroom one a week to go to the grocery store. All through school I never had a group of friends...
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