For the past few days I've become increasingly stronger. Nothing has really happened to make me change I just feel different than before. I was bored last night, decided to dress myself up and wear make up for no reason, looked in the mirror and realized that I'm not hideous. When I stopped feeling like a self loathing troll i got to thinking that I have just as much right to be in the world as anybody else. I thought back to all the times I've been forced to face my SA such as school presentations, cashier check out and such, and how much they made me feel like a wreck. Now, I feel like if I could handle it back then, I should be proud and know that I can only improve. I'm not on medication or anything, I just feel different. I've developed a go with the flow attitude.
Anybody else get these random happy periods? I was depressed last week and having suicidal thoughts. This happens a lot. I don't think I'm bipolar?
Anybody else get these random happy periods? I was depressed last week and having suicidal thoughts. This happens a lot. I don't think I'm bipolar?