I had to claim social welfare money for the first time a few days ago. I really didn't want to do it and I was desperate to avoid it. College is no longer an option due to lack of money. I can't find a job. Anyway, my mom forced to to go on the dole. A few days ago I had to go to the unemployment office and sign on. The whole walk there was hell. Before entering the building I felt such desperation to get out of that situation. I kept thinking "I want to die, I WANT TO DIE". I really didn't want to do it. I wanted to turn around and go back home. I was on the verge of tears and I just couldn't handle it.
Once we got there my Mom did most of the talking. I was so intimidated by the judgmental woman behind the counter. She didn't say anything bad but I could just tell she though I was a lazy scumbag. Now, I have a meeting next week to explain why I need social welfare. I CAN'T HANDLE IT.
I'm going to have to go to the post office to collect the money. They don't put it into your bank account. I have a huge fear of interacting with authority figures. This is making me so depressed and stressed.
Once we got there my Mom did most of the talking. I was so intimidated by the judgmental woman behind the counter. She didn't say anything bad but I could just tell she though I was a lazy scumbag. Now, I have a meeting next week to explain why I need social welfare. I CAN'T HANDLE IT.
I'm going to have to go to the post office to collect the money. They don't put it into your bank account. I have a huge fear of interacting with authority figures. This is making me so depressed and stressed.