I don't know how to describe what I mean. It's kind of like, whenever you're in a social situation do you ever just zone out and realize where you actually are and what you're doing? Like I was down town a few days ago and I went into the shopping center. As I was looking around the store I just stopped and started looking around. My mind became really hyper aware. I was like: I'M IN A STORE. I'M ACTUALLY HERE. WHAT AM I DOING HERE? IS THIS ACTUALLY REAL?
This happens to me all the time. It's kind of like a startling disbelief.
This happens to me all the time. It's kind of like a startling disbelief.