Thankyou so much *blushing like mad* the tat on my arm is the Pisces symbol, because i'm a piscean (obviously!) lol oooooh you should definitely get a tattoo, i always said i'd only ever get one, but now i have four and i'm planning my next one as well, the musical note on sounds ace!
I'm exactly the same as you, when i was out and about i just took it for granted, i mean i had fun and enjoyed myself, but didn't ever think that there would be a time where i wouldn't be able to get out, i guess in a way i'm glad i had a time where i was out and had friends and stuff, so many people with SA haven't had that, at least i can look back and remember the good times and bad times lol
It sucks when you have a relapse doesn't it? i've been struggling a lot recently, and it all seems to have come out of nowhere, everyday i'm fighting with my depression and all the stupid thoughts i've been having, crying almost every day is doing my head in...i just hope it passes as quicky as it arrived lol