kayelle

Hey, how are you?
I just began my new internship and it's much better than in ESA.
Do you have other presentations to do? Do you have your mark for your last presentation?
See ya

Hiya! We had to have a sort of indoor picnic cos the weather looked awful, but it cleared up just after we'd finished eating, which is typical, lol! It was still good though Sorry to hear you've been feeling really depressed *hugs* I usually find having a change of scene helps me break out of it - is there anything different you can do for a day or so? I hope you feel better really soon. I've been pretty down lately too, it's crap I know I just keep reminding myself that I've been through it before and survived!

Mmm chocolate cake sounds fun! I've had lots this week My brother made me a massive birthday cake so I even had cake for breakfast yesterday, lol! Hope you have a great time with your friends on Friday!

Hi ya im kinda abit depressed at the moment too, i am way behind on the study and im finding it really hard to focus on it cause i hav so much on my mind.i do all my study at my apartment on my own and that makes me feel a bit down haven't studied in the library since it got really busy. Sorry to here that ur agoraphobia is bad, Hope you feel better! but u seem very prepared for exams and all so everything will go well wit that

Thankyou so much *blushing like mad* the tat on my arm is the Pisces symbol, because i'm a piscean (obviously!) lol oooooh you should definitely get a tattoo, i always said i'd only ever get one, but now i have four and i'm planning my next one as well, the musical note on sounds ace!
I'm exactly the same as you, when i was out and about i just took it for granted, i mean i had fun and enjoyed myself, but didn't ever think that there would be a time where i wouldn't be able to get out, i guess in a way i'm glad i had a time where i was out and had friends and stuff, so many people with SA haven't had that, at least i can look back and remember the good times and bad times lol
It sucks when you have a relapse doesn't it? i've been struggling a lot recently, and it all seems to have come out of nowhere, everyday i'm fighting with my depression and all the stupid thoughts i've been having, crying almost every day is doing my head in...i just hope it passes as quicky as it arrived lol

everything ok? you didn't answer my message maybe you didn't log in for a while.

Hiya 4 days away from the forum would kill me, i seriously think i'm addicted to this darn place lol i keep saying i'm going to leave and stuff, but everyday i turn the computer on and this is the first place i visit *sighs*

I haven't been up to much lately, i keep saying to myself i'll go out tomorrow, then tomorrow comes and i find an excuse not to, i have been a bit depressed the last few weeks so that has probably had a lot to do with me being totally unmotivated, but i do feel better now...so there's no excuse i guess lol
I used to hang out at a pub called The good mixer in Camden that was my main place to go, i was there basically every night but all my friends were there as well so i never felt too bad being in a pub constantly! Camden is such a chilled place i haven't been there for soooo long which is stupid seeing as it's only like 30 minutes away from me, maybe i can make that one of my goals...get my ass out of the house and get to Camden Town again WOOT!

Ooo that sounds like fun too. You have an awesome day too!

Glad you're feeling good and had fun on Monday Yeah I sometimes feel like I come across very quiet and serious because of my anxiety, and then people are surprised when they meet me in an upbeat mood and see the difference! I get panicky weeks too, but it always passes eventually. It's hard though! My week's going ok, haven't had much work so I'm gonna be skint for a while, but I'm getting used to that, lol. Got my family coming down at the weekend so that'll be fun as I don't see them very often. Hopefully we're gonna go for a picnic, as long as it doesn't suddenly pour with rain! Have a good weekend

yea i have 7 papers to take most of them are well spaced out but i have two maths papers on the same day, it will be difficult to have 6 hours of maths in one day! I am finished everything on the 11th may. I have a physics lab exam and i'm really nervous about it i have no idea how its going to go. I can't wait to get on to second year because i won't have to do maths i get to concentrate more on physics which i enjoy more. Were you the same? you probably had some subjects that you didn't like in first year. And my week is going fine still plenty to do yet. How everything going with you?

Hey thanks for the greeting and friends request. Im good. How are you?

I think the interview went pretty well thanks, although she was fond of open questions.
It always sounds cool when people study science. It's a good job you stayed on, do you have anything in mind for when you’ve completed it?
My weekend was a nice relaxing one thanks, just how I like it. How was yours?

hello I'm ok, thanks for asking The part of australia i live in is Melbourne. hope you're well and I had to post this for you..
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Ouch, sorry to hear about your rib! Hope it feels better soon! Last night was ok, the town I live in doesn't really have any decent pubs/clubs so the music was awful, haha! But it was good to see everyone again so it was fun despite that ;-) I even danced a bit! *shock* I was paranoid that my dancing looked strange though - so there's some nerves that even vast amounts of alcohol won't fix, lol! Yeah if you feel like meeting up with old colleagues I'd say go for it, especially as you got on really well with them

Thank you kayelle. I'm happy to hear that you've been feeling better in the last few days. And good luck with your exams

That's cool. That'd be quite the well paying career too. Any kind of nerd is almost always ridiculously cool man, so you're good.

Well, congrats on almost getting through the semester. I totally know how you feel. This semester's been pretty stressful for me too. I'm just glad most of my papers and stuff will be done by Wednesday.

I'm doing really good, went bowling with some friends last night, which was really fun...even though i never broke 80 points lol. I kinda suck at bowling. Currently, I don't work at the zoo yet, but I'm returning in May and will probably work 5 days a week, including weekends...hopefully, I really need the money.

Hope you are having a good weekend too! and good luck with your exams!!

I'm very glad to be your friend, Kayelle =)

Thanks, no weekend plans for me, apart from paying Grandma a visit. I’m not in education at the moment, had a job interview yesterday so just waiting on that. Should probably get myself to uni at some point, problem is, I don’t like anything enough to study it. Are you at uni? Enjoy your fun activities!

I have such a problem with sugary things, lol, I get cravings all the time and end up eating chocolate almost every day! Think I need to visit chocoholics anonymous ;-) Yeah it's cool to have a brother who's understanding. I'm 26 and he's 24 so we're pretty close in age too. He's got loads more confidence lately, mostly since he went to uni, really. It's inspiring to me really, to see how it's possible to turn things around and change your life Do you ever talk to your brothers about how you feel? They might be really helpful!

Yeah I've got plans this weekend (for a change!!) I'm meeting up with some people I used to work with as loads of them have been made redundant too so it's kind of a last get together thing. I'm just gonna have a couple of drinks before I go out so I'm not too nervous, lol ;-) Wish me luck, haha! Hope you're having a nice relaxing weekend, they're the best kind, I think!

Hi kayelle, thank you for adding me as a friend. How are you doing?