Awww i'm sorry to hear you've been so down recently, if you ever want someone to talk to i'm always here to listen!
The car ride sounds like a darn nightmare, no offense to your family hehe but being stuck in a tiny car for that long with my family would drive me mad, put your ipod on read a book and just go away into your own world until it's over!
I went out on Saturday to see my nephew, so i'm proud of myself for that hehe but to be honest i have barely been out, i find it so hard to fight through the fear, sometimes it's easier to just stay in and feel safe! I do need to get something done though, it's getting beyond a joke now and i don't want to be like this forever, so i need to give myself a big kick up the ass and get motivated.
LMAO...i was going to say...when were you at my bf's house? kidding it's good that you have someone who understands you, my bf is absolutely superb, he's such a star hehe