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Hi sassy, i kinda forgot what i was typing but i want to say that it was a very nice meeting indeed. You've MSN?

Hug

No problem Saskia.
Although you couldn't make it on Sunday?
Anyway we might organise another meet up while I'm in the Netherlands.

I'm really feeling for you Saskia, you're going through a very tough time, it must feel awful that your parents may be splitting up and that they seem to not care or understand about your anxiety. Keep strong, I admire you for the strength you've shown in the past and I know that you get through this difficult time

Hey! Yes we both suffer from BDD, and we both have no reason to... You have the facial structure of a model. Cheekbones, jaw, etc. And I bet you're skinny, which means you can wear whatever you want and pull it off! But whatever, once it's in our heads that we're ugly or deformed, it's stuck that way. Your thread was huge, you got so many replies, did that change your mind at all? Other than that, it seems that you have an outgoing personality. Based on the threads I've been reading that is. You should not let your looks get in the way of becoming the person you were meant to be. Finally, I've always wanted to go to the Netherlands. Seems like a very laid back place.

Other than that, I'm great. Every day is a step towards getting better and better. How about you?
Hope you're good.
xoxo

Ik las volgens mij ergens dat je iets met computers studeert? Comp science? Klinkt moeilijk maar wel interessant! Trouwens, als je iemand nodig hebt om mee te praten, dan ben ik hier. Het kan opluchten om er met iemand over te praten die ook van SA afweet. Misschien een keer chatten ofzo :]

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Hi naar een mede-nederlander. Uit je posts op dit forum kan ik opmaken dat je het zwaar hebt op dit moment. Hoop dat je hier doorheen komt! Soms word ik echt gek van de sociale druk en normen die hier in dit land gelden, dus ik herken mijzelf wel in sommige posts van jou... Liefs en sterkte

Hi Sassy, you're at your job? Where are you working? Have you finished school?

Hey there, I'm replying two years later lol. I thought that my SA had improved but I pretty much hit rock bottom this past year. I was stuck in my apartment. But I'm more determined than ever to fight this. I'm slowly picking up the pieces right now.

Hope you're doing well and good luck in college.

Hi thanks for the kind words. My god i can't believe i've been a member for so long! So what are you studying at college?

I guess i've improved in some ways, for instance i joined a karate class in 2010 and a member of a gun club too. I also have been on holiday alone but felt really lonely at the same time. I still suffer from anxiety in situations, but i'm suffering from the after effects of isolating for so long more than anything, you know like i have a hard time being with people. I think i am just an intovert by nature but i can't accept thta i am this way.

Take care

Yes I registered in 2006 so maybe I've been on SPW slightly longer than you. If I were to compile all my posts on this forum into a book I think I would have a very reliable, true-to-life autobiography. I have never talked about myself anywhere else or to anyone else as I do on SPW. I read your thread on skipping school. You're so lucky your mom didn't wake you up when you wrote the note. If I ever did that, my mom would sit on my bed and nag endlessly (her record was 1 hour) until I woke up. If I didn't, she would just continue ranting and crying and screaming and it makes the brain very tortured from all this noise.

Hi Saskia, I remember you as "Skatergirl" or something like that. What happened to your other account? I also remember watching a lot of your singing on YouTube a long time ago

I wonder if there's other people at your school who feel the same, maybe you could make friends with someone else at school who's feeling lonely. Are you more comfortable one to one than in a group?

I'm going ok, I've started seeing a psychologist to help sort out my depression, she's really easy to talk to and its helping already

Hey, I'm doing okay, how about you?
You're welcome. I'm sorry you're feeling lonely but its good that you've got a coach for helping you. I hope things get better.
I still have almost one month before going to the new college and moving out. I sure am very scared although now my mom seems mostly okay with it, so I guess its a good thing. I just hope everything goes okay.

Hi Saskia, I'm sorry to hear you're feeling lonely at school, keep strong and positive, I know you have it inside you! Are you still with your girlfriend?

Hey Sassy, Happy Birthday for a couple of weeks ago!

Thanks. I'll keep you posted and good luck.

Well, everything's pretty much just the same boring lol. But I'm really nervous about moving out, going to a new college. I don't know how all of it'll turn out. How are you?

Hi there, this is totally random but I am pretty sure your profile picture is the dog thing from The Never Ending Story? When I was younger that dog used to creep me out because his skin was like scales, ha.

Also, thanks for replying to my post.

Hey sorry I didn't get your email. Thanks for your support though

Hey .
Sometimes I go for the computer sciences, but I head straight for the physics (Quantum, chemistry, nuclear), the psychology, I'm trying to go for the original texts written by the scientists but I have to learn German first. Architecture and art too. What do you like to study ?
I don't have very many hobbies except poetry, I like doing makeup though and sometimes art when I feel creative.. How bout yours?
You live in Holland? That's awesome. Vancouver I hear is beautiful but I'm in Ontario so I haven't visited yet.