Hello Appletree! Very long time, no speak! I haven't been on here for absolutely ages, since meeting my now Fiancé on here and him getting a little jealous of me talking to people on here lol and have only just seen the message you left me on 04-14-2009... I felt bad that I never responded (as I never knew about it) so thought I'd leave you a quick message. I'm well and no longer lonely, I can even go out now, so I'm over the agoraphobia - providing I'm with my Fiancé - so things have very much improved since we last spoke. I hope you're well and that things have improved for you also. :)
Hi, I've just realized, I think I might've accidentally "rejected" a conversation with you earlier. If it wasn't then no worries, but I remember seeing your name and attempting to minimize the tab for a moment, but ended up closing it instead. And I have no experience with the chat at all, so I didn't really react at the time. If that came across as a rejection on my part, then let me assure you it wasn't meant that way. ^^;
To tell the truth, I'm probably not the best person to talk to via a chat, since I have a bit of a phobia of instant messengers, but I do really appreciate the offer and I'd love to be friends if you want to. :3
Ah, yeah it's hell being so sensitive about what others think of us isn't it? Having a.d.d and dyslexia is nothing to be ashamed of, you're clearly a friendly and intelligent person, judging from this :) I feel like such a waste of space too, but the cool thing about this site is that I can relate to pretty much everyone on it which never happens in reality. So yeah, you're "not alone", and [insert other cliche sayings here] heh :D
really really really bored, but then i'm really bored all of the time, society confuses me a lot and i feel utterly seperate and unable to connect to other people in any way.
I think I have a.d.d or something and i try to avoid people because of it, because they will ask me something or tell me something and i will have forgotten it about five minutes later but not deliberatly.
sorry i'm going on a bit.
hope you're well :) x