I dunno, I guess there's a lot of love being spread around this time of year, and you can feel a little lonely and left out sometimes. Plus there are often lots of family gatherings and social events to attend which can be difficult and traumatic and can sometimes leave you feeling even more lonely and in need of love afterwards! I also sometimes feel like there's a kind of expectation that you're supposed to feel more joyful this time of year, but trying to conjure up joyful feelings can sometimes make you feel worse. Plus, you have to face all the questions about your plans for Christmas and new year and stuff which can be draining. It's just a special time of year, when new experiences and connections can be made which can feel great but can also remind you how much you've been lacking in these areas. It's a time when you look back over the year at all your highs and lows, and sometimes, if you don't have people to share all that with it can be tough.