Depressed, its another freaking holiday, and basically THE holiday and once again I am feeling very alone. Sure I have my family, but that doesn't help tons. Not only because I feel left out there too, I never have fit in well with the others, but I don't even have any presents to offer.
Of course it doesn't help that I am on break from college, only to not have every worked out and ready for next semester and when the college opens up again for communication I will have 3 days to get it worked out before I get back. And this next term and most likely there after I will have no friends. The one person I sort of hung out with has left, and the only other person I talk to is always to busy with his own life. I am also stuck back in the dorms, it was the only way to get no roommate, I never have had great experiences with roommates.
Basically just deeply deeply depressed again. I feel quite alone......