lol just got a message on youtube from a girl from the clinic i've been staying at. She never thought I could be so confident lol. Because she saw a whole different person when I was at school there because I seemed so shy and anxious and on youtube im singing and stuff and making humourous stuff
i bet every socially anxious person is a whole different person when they are in their comfort zone
I was the quiet girl at school
really. In groups I'm really anxious, but she says I changed alot like as in showing off confidence. Im happy lol
But still it reminds me of the time when I was so frightening around people, like hell. It was even too hard to walk in the class :-/ I was always standing the whole lesson outside waiting at the door, and couldnt walk in. :-/
But sometimes I did it. But i hate these times. But still, I proved myself more!
But school is one of my biggest difficulties.. But I really want to prove that I can be in a full class of people. But my sa is severe... But i want to beat it
but still i have sa.. and i wish i could knock it out of my life... go away bastard leave me alone