Bloated and disgusting. Nothing 2 lbs of chocolate won't cure.
But wouldn't that make you... more bloated?
Unless you're referring to being on your period. Which you probably are, so... my post is pointless.
The antidepressants are not even helping a little bit like they did last time.:sad:
I am still fighting the need to end the pain everyday.
The fortnightly appointments at the gov job agency where I am treated like dog $h!t sends me further into the black hole.
I am so angry that I am trying to resist the urge to go into my next appointment there and tell them, you lot are why I am doing this and pull out a brand new sharp knife and stick it into the jugular vein in my neck, just to get through to them how cruel they are.:sad:
But even then, they are so unbelievably heartless, I don't even think they would care.
What happened?I have never felt so stupid and helpless in my entire life. A total failure.
What happened?
Did you want to discuss it? You can PM me if you like.I'm becoming a failure. Oh well, guess I'll be a homeless person for life or something. Career goals are gone now...
Can't sleep. I feel like the light is going out on me as a person. The world has decided I'm not Ok. I've told people I have anxiety and they still don't believe me. For some to react with anger towards me is just the escalation of the fear I feel when I am around people.
Can't sleep. I feel like the light is going out on me as a person. The world has decided I'm not Ok. I've told people I have anxiety and they still don't believe me. For some to react with anger towards me is just the escalation of the fear I feel when I am around people.
Sorry tae hear yer feelin' that way, Kiwong. Some people react angrily towards ma anxiety issues anaw. Jist makes me no' want tae talk tae or be aroon people. :sad:
Again, sorry ah huv'nae got any advice fur ye but ah hope ye feel better soon, pal. :thumbup: Chin up, stay strong.
I have that feeling in the stomach that you get when you find out something horrible. Someone whom I really care about, and thought was my friend was talking about me. Describing me as weird, and saying 'oh you know how she is. Allergic to people' blah blah blah.
Because I said I couldn't go to their movie night. Which, yeah... I do avoid those situations and I'd like to say I don't care, but hearing others say it... ugh.
Now I can't even make eye contact with them. And I HAVE to see them frequently. What's worse is that I get emotional super easy so I left before I cried out of frustration and shame.
And since she didn't even see me, she called me an hour ago.. And acted like if she was my best friend. Talking about 'let's hang out'.
And this is why I'd just rather be alone.
I have that feeling in the stomach that you get when you find out something horrible. Someone whom I really care about, and thought was my friend was talking about me. Describing me as weird, and saying 'oh you know how she is. Allergic to people' blah blah blah.
Because I said I couldn't go to their movie night. Which, yeah... I do avoid those situations and I'd like to say I don't care, but hearing others say it... ugh.
Now I can't even make eye contact with them. And I HAVE to see them frequently. What's worse is that I get emotional super easy so I left before I cried out of frustration and shame.
And since she didn't even see me, she called me an hour ago.. And acted like if she was my best friend. Talking about 'let's hang out'.
And this is why I'd just rather be alone.
If it could help you feel better...
you can still love a person even though you know they have a problem or problems.
You can still love someone even if you think they're weird or have weird hobbies -- it's part of what makes them special.
You can still love someone and dislike certain aspects about them, because you accept them even though you don't understand them 100% of the time.
Your friends don't get you but it doesn't mean that they dislike you; it just means that they are lacking the experience to understand why you are different.
If it could help you feel better...
you can still love a person even though you know they have a problem or problems.
You can still love someone even if you think they're weird or have weird hobbies -- it's part of what makes them special.
You can still love someone and dislike certain aspects about them, because you accept them even though you don't understand them 100% of the time.
Your friends don't get you but it doesn't mean that they dislike you; it just means that they are lacking the experience to understand why you are different.
I have that feeling in the stomach that you get when you find out something horrible. Someone whom I really care about, and thought was my friend was talking about me. Describing me as weird, and saying 'oh you know how she is. Allergic to people' blah blah blah.
Because I said I couldn't go to their movie night. Which, yeah... I do avoid those situations and I'd like to say I don't care, but hearing others say it... ugh.
Now I can't even make eye contact with them. And I HAVE to see them frequently. What's worse is that I get emotional super easy so I left before I cried out of frustration and shame.
And since she didn't even see me, she called me an hour ago.. And acted like if she was my best friend. Talking about 'let's hang out'.
And this is why I'd just rather be alone.