So many things. At this moment I'm holding back tears because tomorrow I turn 31, and my life is shittier than ever. I have no friends, I have no one that understands what it's like, I have extreme hyperhidrosis that makes it hard for me to even go outside and interact with anyone, or touch anything, even as simple as a receipt....I feel like an alien. I feel like I don't belong here. I'm doing my best to "fake it" when I have to, but it's hard. I can't talk to people, I don't know what to say. My family thinks I'm strange; they have always made fun of me. I have no solace.
I'm scared to death that this is my life, that this is it, forever.
I'm scared to death that this is my life, that this is it, forever.