What is bothering you at the moment?

Everybody is working and using their talents to get to their aim
And there's me a talented girl but hiding in her cage

It's not fair

Absolutely_Sweet_Marie said: ↑

Cats dying. :sad: uuuuuuuuugh. :sad: I wish I could magically cure them all.

Awww.... :crying:

Alosha_Ali said: ↑

Everybody is working and using their talents to get to their aim
And there's me a talented girl but hiding in her cage

It's not fair

Ah feel the same way. :sad:

Alosha_Ali said: ↑

Everybody is working and using their talents to get to their aim
And there's me a talented girl but hiding in her cage

It's not fair

What talents do you have?

MikeyC said: ↑

What talents do you have?

well mikey I am good debater and I can give great speech's
and read poems in a beautiful way
I think I have beautiful voice

the only talent I m using now is writing
but the above talents I cant work on them cuzz I usually when I try to read poems I stutter and if I got in debate with some one I cant speak and get words right :omg:

its actually hurt cuz I wanna be lawyer but if i cant speak now I will never make my dream come true :sad:

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Ah feel the same way. :sad:

yea :sad::crying:

The stranger in my house

The fact that my credit card company is now issuing me a new card because my info "might* have been stolen when I used the card at a very large, international, multi-billion-dollar, corporate retailer.
I'm glad the card company is looking out for me but is this gonna be the trend now: constant data breaches followed up by new cards?
Talk about a hassle!

Still can't find my wallet after 2 days.

What's really bothering me at the moment is not having been able to fall asleep in the past few days. I was out shoveling, 3rd shift, for my job for 7 hours last night and I still haven't been able to sleep. It's bugging me and I know I'm going to need to sleep before my next work shift.

I was supposed to post this earlier, but forgot about it.

What's been bothering me lately was OCD. I've been noticing a pattern. Everytime when something negative happens to me, especially if this negative event conjures up intense emotions, my mind tends to solidify the memories so that I still remember it months/years later. Sometimes, these memories come back to haunt me. My mind obsesses over the freshest negative memories, until perhaps weeks or months later.

For instance, after my negative encounter with relatives last month, these memories kept popping up in my mind, playing like a broken record. It's been going on for a month. It's annoying because I react to these memories with intense anger and especially hurt. Sometimes in the middle of doing something, these memories suddenly come and I have to stop whatever I was doing to deal with them. I've been using the Buddhist method of observing thoughts/memories, trying not to engage in them, like in meditation which has helped immensely. I don't know when these memories will stop haunting me, but one thing's for sure: time heals. I guess I have to wait weeks, maybe months, to see results. Be patient.

My OCD reached a new level of weird.

Woke up in a funk. Hopefully coffee will help.

SteinerOfThule said: ↑

Still can't find my wallet after 2 days.

SteinerOfThule said: ↑

The stranger in my house

hmmm...:question:

I feel like I need help, but not sure. I get dizzy spells then after my heart races and pounds. I dont think its anxiety but ive had many tests on heart that came out fine. Im 45 and this just started out of the blue.I dont have any stress. Help...do I find another heart dr or go with anxiety

kihira said: ↑

hmmm...:question:

Hmmmmmmmm:question:

was missing before he came though so. Don't think it was him. No one has used the credit card if it was stolen.

SteinerOfThule said: ↑

Hmmmmmmmm:question:

was missing before he came though so. Don't think it was him. No one has used the credit card if it was stolen.

Found it. :bigsmile:

Kind of hungry.

Loneliness. I can see you on the other side, but I can't break through the ice.

The hot weather and the windy days.

I don't get why some guy would be interested in someone like me. Not just some random guy, but the extraverted flirty type guy. I expect someone like him to go for supermodel type girls, or at least someone who's just as social and extraverted as him. I'm not sure if it's a joke or what. I feel like Carrie in the film. Numerous thoughts are floating through my mind, including 1) am I his last ditch effort after numerous bouts of romances? It wouldn't be fair if I'm treated like the rebound girl (AKA #2 instead of #1), 2) Do I look easy to snag? 3) What are his intentions?