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Starry

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Another panic attack during today's walk *Sigh* I hate agoraphobia... And I'm sick to death with being scared of everything all the time! I can't get to sleep at night because I'm scared, I can't go out comfortably because I'm scared, I can't even have a day go by with nothing much happening without feeling scared... A slight twitch in a muscle in my chest or arm and fear and anxiety take over... *Sigh*
 

MikeyC

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Another panic attack during today's walk *Sigh* I hate agoraphobia... And I'm sick to death with being scared of everything all the time! I can't get to sleep at night because I'm scared, I can't go out comfortably because I'm scared, I can't even have a day go by with nothing much happening without feeling scared... A slight twitch in a muscle in my chest or arm and fear and anxiety take over... *Sigh*
Gee, I'm sorry, Starry. ::(: I can't relate but my mum has agoraphobia and it's tough on her if we have to go far away. I hope you can beat it - it's a horrible phobia to have.
 

Starry

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Gee, I'm sorry, Starry. ::(: I can't relate but my mum has agoraphobia and it's tough on her if we have to go far away. I hope you can beat it - it's a horrible phobia to have.

Thank you. :) I did get over it for a while... I could go anywhere... Even using trains and buses! But since it came back its been impossible. The sad thing is, it's still better now than it was at the start of the year... But I have a horrible feeling that it may get worse during autumn and winter. :/ (It started again last autumn and got worse during the winter). There's nothing I can do but keep on struggling...
 

Gaucho

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i just wish to have a good friend and get drunk, forget the past, the present and the future. and just enjoy getting drunk without feeling anything.and do this every second day. I
thought about this today.
 

Phoenixx

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Another panic attack during today's walk *Sigh* I hate agoraphobia... And I'm sick to death with being scared of everything all the time! I can't get to sleep at night because I'm scared, I can't go out comfortably because I'm scared, I can't even have a day go by with nothing much happening without feeling scared... A slight twitch in a muscle in my chest or arm and fear and anxiety take over... *Sigh*
^ Aw, I'm really sorry, Starry. ::(: I will say though, I admire that you walk every day even with these fears. I hope you're able to overcome all of this someday.
 

MikeyC

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Thank you. :) I did get over it for a while... I could go anywhere... Even using trains and buses! But since it came back its been impossible. The sad thing is, it's still better now than it was at the start of the year... But I have a horrible feeling that it may get worse during autumn and winter. :/ (It started again last autumn and got worse during the winter). There's nothing I can do but keep on struggling...
At least it's better. With anything, there's not a constant stream of getting better - it ebbs and flows all the time. I have faith that you'll get better, so keep pushing forth through the fears you have and in time you'll gain valuable experience.

i just wish to have a good friend and get drunk, forget the past, the present and the future. and just enjoy getting drunk without feeling anything.and do this every second day. I
thought about this today.
Getting drunk is overrated. ::p: I do understand what you mean, though.
 
Reading about people who were murdered by someone they met online...

You're all a bunch of murderers, aren't you? :eek:

...or... maybe I'M the murderer... >:}
 

Starry

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Thank you, Mikey and Phoenixx. :)

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I love my dog so much, I love how intelligent she is... One problem... Looking for puzzle/intelligence toys for her is difficult... They're all too easy. :/
 

TheTemp

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There was a ****ing bomb right next to my house! Happened like 20 minutes ago, trying to decide whether I should go to class or not!
 
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