How are you feeling?

Starting from tomorrow I probably wont be on here as much - I have some other things on and I find the paranoia and anxiety of posting often outweighs the benefits - I know it sounds silly - but I feel very foolish everytime I say something on the forum - I feel more like a nuisence, and I have an underlying feeling people just want me to leave.

I am not going to leave though.... just severely limit the time spent here. I still need the site... I have nothing else to support me.

The bolded text is absolutely not true. But do what you need to do. I hope to still see you around occasionally. :)

I'm sorry that it took so long to answer.

Have you sat her down and talked about it? Talk to her about how you feel and then go from there. Worst case scenario, you might have to begin avoiding her so she doesn't wreck your mood. You really are a nice person superflouslyme. I want you to be happy and to smile.

I've tried. Never seems to last long.
 

Shyangel

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Starting from tomorrow I probably wont be on here as much - I have some other things on and I find the paranoia and anxiety of posting often outweighs the benefits - I know it sounds silly - but I feel very foolish everytime I say something on the forum - I feel more like a nuisence, and I have an underlying feeling people just want me to leave.

I am not going to leave though.... just severely limit the time spent here. I still need the site... I have nothing else to support me.

Your no where near a nuisance, Kiwi, I've never heard something so untrue.
You make interesting posts, you give good advice, your nice to everyone. In fact; if you left people would miss you. There's nothing wrong with limiting your posts, though, if you feel like it's taking to much out of you, do what's right for you. I hope everything works out. Best of luck to you, Kiwi.:)
 

Shyangel

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I'm feeling some what sad after watching the Twilight movie because it has so much passionate love in it. I want that kind of love so bad.
The kind of love where the guy will go to the ends of the earth for you. I wonder if it exists. I see Edward kiss Bella and look in her eyes and tell her he loves her with all his heart and I melt. All I can think of is how I wish I had that. I want to be loved like that.....To have someone love you sounds so nice......

God I sound corny......
 

Shyangel

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Awww, I don't want to make you guys sad. You 2 are good men and I'm sure the 2 of you will find wonderful women one day who will love very deeply. just keep looking, you'll find them. ^.^
 

Invisibleman

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Awww, I don't want to make you guys sad. You 2 are good men and I'm sure the 2 of you will find wonderful women one day who will love very deeply. just keep looking, you'll find them. ^.^

Yeah. I dont think about it much but as of late its been really bothering me.

The other day I was sitting on a bench at school with a bunch of my friends and they were all there with their girlfriends and I was the only one without somebody. All the guys were chatting happily with their GFs who were clutching onto their arms or sitting on their laps,I was sitting there really awkward. Some of them started to kiss and it was extremely awkward. I glanced down the hallway to see the girl ive liked for years walking and chatting all giddy to the guy that she really likes and I just stared blankly at the floor. My other friend then came up and beared the news of his new and really attractive girlfriend,they all cheered while I continued to stare blankly at the floor. They push me and ask whether I want them to help me get a girlfriend to which I reply with a defensive "im fine". Then when I go home my mom always asks me whether im ever going to get a girlfriend and all that stuff. Sorry for the rant lol.
 

lonely_drummer

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it is not your fault angel!! Don't worry, it's my own fault, Im fine and dandy when I don't think about it so then I don't want it. I seem to function better that way so why not stick with it?? I just get a little side tracked sometimes, its hard not to
 

Shyangel

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Yeah. I dont think about it much but as of late its been really bothering me.

The other day I was sitting on a bench at school with a bunch of my friends and they were all there with their girlfriends and I was the only one without somebody. All the guys were chatting happily with their GFs who were clutching onto their arms or sitting on their laps,I was sitting there really awkward. Some of them started to kiss and it was extremely awkward. I glanced down the hallway to see the girl ive liked for years walking and chatting all giddy to the guy that she really likes and I just stared blankly at the floor. My other friend then came up and beared the news of his new and really attractive girlfriend,they all cheered while I continued to stare blankly at the floor. They push me and ask whether I want them to help me get a girlfriend to which I reply with a defensive "im fine". Then when I go home my mom always asks me whether im ever going to get a girlfriend and all that stuff. Sorry for the rant lol.

I understand Invisibleman, it really does hurt sometimes being alone because in some moments all you want is someone's love. I'm sorry you have to be around all that. It can hurt seeing other people receive so much love when you want some so bad yourself. You shouldn't feel down on yourself, though, just because you don't have someone telling you " I love you." everyday doesn't mean your an unlovable guy. It doesn't mean your a bad guy with something wrong with them it just seems you haven't found that someone yet. You don't need to have a girlfriend anyway, they don't make life perfect and happy, that's up to you. You'll find someone, just keep your chin up.
 

Invisibleman

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You'll find someone, just keep your chin up.

If I could keep my chin up for more than 24 hours. I honestly dont think my confidence will ever be high enough to actually obtain a girlfriend and if it did it wouldnt be for very long. The longest streak where I was actually confident was no more than 3 days. It fluctuates too much and I doubt it will ever stop. And im not exactly lovable,if I were then I wouldnt be sitting in my room everyday by myself.
 
I'm feeling some what sad after watching the Twilight movie because it has so much passionate love in it. I want that kind of love so bad.
The kind of love where the guy will go to the ends of the earth for you. I wonder if it exists. I see Edward kiss Bella and look in her eyes and tell her he loves her with all his heart and I melt. All I can think of is how I wish I had that. I want to be loved like that.....To have someone love you sounds so nice......

God I sound corny......

I ponder that, too, especially around this stupid time of year. But I honestly don't look to Twilight for relationship tips or advice. I find the whole thing kind of sick personally. ;)
 

DeadmanWalking

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I'm feeling some what sad after watching the Twilight movie because it has so much passionate love in it. I want that kind of love so bad.
The kind of love where the guy will go to the ends of the earth for you. I wonder if it exists. I see Edward kiss Bella and look in her eyes and tell her he loves her with all his heart and I melt. All I can think of is how I wish I had that. I want to be loved like that.....To have someone love you sounds so nice......

God I sound corny......

You'll find someone Shyangel:). If not, well, I'm always here;).
 

MikeyC

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I'm feeling some what sad after watching the Twilight movie because it has so much passionate love in it. I want that kind of love so bad.
The kind of love where the guy will go to the ends of the earth for you. I wonder if it exists. I see Edward kiss Bella and look in her eyes and tell her he loves her with all his heart and I melt. All I can think of is how I wish I had that. I want to be loved like that.....To have someone love you sounds so nice......

God I sound corny......
Someone like you almost certainly will find a guy like that.

All the guys were chatting happily with their GFs who were clutching onto their arms or sitting on their laps,I was sitting there really awkward. Some of them started to kiss and it was extremely awkward.
Oh, yeah, this is super awkward. It's makes you uncomfortable because you don't know how to act. I've had that done to me many times and it never gets any easier.

Then when I go home my mom always asks me whether im ever going to get a girlfriend and all that stuff.
I feel you there, mate. My mum's been on my case about it, too. Just tell her you'll get one when you're ready. :)
 

Shyangel

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@Super

Yeah, love advice from a movie is probably not the best thing to listen to. lol
I think I could watch anything with love in it right now and feel the same way, though. This time of year can be great at making you feel lonely, that's for sure.

@Deadman

Thanks.:) I'll have to keep that offer in mind.;) lol

@Mikey

Aww, thanks. I sure hope that's true.:D
 

MikeyC

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So this evening I was at work for only 2 hours. I reckon I spent 20 minutes of that time chatting to two ladies. Both are in their 50's, both had just completed a 12 hour shift, yet they had the time and the politeness to listen to me talk about the upcoming wedding I'm attending and my reluctance for alcohol.

I'm used to being interrupted when I speak to people so it was nice to have them listen to me and ask follow-up questions and whatnot.

Their politeness and friendliness after such a long shift made my night.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Lately, I've felt really overwhelmed by my depressive, negative thoughts. ::(: So, I'm feeling fairly pessmistic as a result.
 
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