Starting from tomorrow I probably wont be on here as much - I have some other things on and I find the paranoia and anxiety of posting often outweighs the benefits - I know it sounds silly - but I feel very foolish everytime I say something on the forum - I feel more like a nuisence, and I have an underlying feeling people just want me to leave.
I am not going to leave though.... just severely limit the time spent here. I still need the site... I have nothing else to support me.
The bolded text is absolutely not true. But do what you need to do. I hope to still see you around occasionally.
I'm sorry that it took so long to answer.
Have you sat her down and talked about it? Talk to her about how you feel and then go from there. Worst case scenario, you might have to begin avoiding her so she doesn't wreck your mood. You really are a nice person superflouslyme. I want you to be happy and to smile.
I've tried. Never seems to last long.