How are you feeling?
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planemo
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I feel a bit down. I've been depressed lately and I am feeling a bit upset about my self induced isolation. I mean, can I really be expected to form part of society after everything that I have experienced? My life is just a succession of failure and humiliation at being like everyone else. So if I can't be like everyone else, what am I doing here?
Maybe I should just got to bed...
Maybe I should just got to bed...
DespairSoul
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emu_noodles i know emu, try focus on nice things,maybe u can focus on nature, music something what u like? I know is hard i can relate but what i cant is help u diffrently as with kind words, please try harder if u can.
Try your past leave behind u and maybe live bring u one day something unexpectable what will change everything? I feel how i contradict myself with trying focusing u forward because i feel down a lot of times as up.
stardreamer
Member
Besides having a headache, I feel pretty good today. Not so stressed out.
theslowesthand
Banned
Things are pretty rough right now. Feels like life has wound-up another notch further on my thumbails-torturing device. Nothing but problems, problems, problems, form the moment I awake till retire. Losing the plot somewhat. Driving me "crazy". Wondering whats the point of having "friends" (stability) when it all will end at some point. Almost depressed. Death, where are you?. Its all pointless...
Edit: Thnks dottie, but i think maybe i am already awake .. starting to "wake up" to how crapy & unhealthy my life is. No need for concern though, as this is kinda my normal daily state-of-mind, just as i said, "another notch" in severity. Its my normal, usual "rational despair".
Edit: Thnks dottie, but i think maybe i am already awake .. starting to "wake up" to how crapy & unhealthy my life is. No need for concern though, as this is kinda my normal daily state-of-mind, just as i said, "another notch" in severity. Its my normal, usual "rational despair".
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EscapeArtist
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Angry.. Finally want to get out and start biking again, really, really badly, it's the only way I feel comfortable outside. Went to get my bike fixed a week ago, brought it back with the wheel off and left it by the front door... And now the piece that fits the wheel back onto the bike is missing. Man... Should have put it together.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Very tired - didn't get to sleep until 3am. I've been like that for a couple of days now.
Had a much needed victory over my anxiety today... My therapist set up a challenge for my group to do which involved two people going to the front of the room to act. I was feeling anxious and didn't volunteer, but she recruited me anyway hah The guy I was paired with had to come up with three thoughts that would plague his mind during an imaginary social situation and I was supposed to come up with a counter thought for each of them. My mind was cloudy, I was tingling all over my body, and then a feeling of numbness took over. I barely felt my hand touching my hair... I kept wondering if I looked lost or if I was acting strange under the spotlight (harsh fluorescent lighting I might add). It was nightmarish, but I managed to come up with some answers. Eventually, I became more comfortable with myself being in front of everyone. I think the guy was starting to relax, too, because his hand stopped shaking. I was really proud for us.
I wish this wasn't just a once a week thing... Isn't there some kind of SA boot camp I could go to?!
I wish this wasn't just a once a week thing... Isn't there some kind of SA boot camp I could go to?!
planemo
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emu_noodles i know emu, try focus on nice things,maybe u can focus on nature, music something what u like? I know is hard i can relate but what i cant is help u diffrently as with kind words, please try harder if u can.
Thanks as always, DS.
Not sure how to feel today. I'm feeling kinda bored, I guess.
DespairSoul
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Thanks as always, DS.
Not sure how to feel today. I'm feeling kinda bored, I guess.
Dont be bored play some nice game, eat some good food and look some good movie! Or make more marsh??U know i eat very fast.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I’ve been depressed more deeply than usual the last couple of weeks, I think it’s because my younger brother is getting married in a few months. That’s a big event in life, and it’s easy enough to brush it off when it’s a friend you haven’t seen in years, but seeing as how it’s my brother, it hits close and really serves to remind me of just how wrecked things are for me right now.
I'm feeling pretty good today. We are getting hit by a major snow storm (up to 18 inches of snow!) and my family stayed at home today, so we are just hanging out. I'm reminded of how much I enjoy spending time with them.
petrified eyes
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I've been sick for about a week. I couldn't eat anything without throwing up so I lost a few pounds. Slept 20 hours a day. Horrible experience. Feeling better today.
EscapeArtist
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^ Maybe it's time for a relax-day ?
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EscapeArtist
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Ooo why? Being God sounds like fun....
DespairSoul
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Sad...and lack of motivation for anything to do..