hoddesdon
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Well, what you decide to do will determine who you really are. Perhaps by leaving his jar of peanut butter unattended your roommate has cast his vote.
How are you feeling?
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Well, what you decide to do will determine who you really are. Perhaps by leaving his jar of peanut butter unattended your roommate has cast his vote.
hoddesdon
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Actually vj, thinking about it he may have left it there for a sinister reason. vj? veee jaaay??!!!
I am not sure whether there is a misunderstanding or not, but, just to clarify, I meant that not locking everything away was a vote of confidence in vj by his roommate.
I wish I could crawl into bed and just die. Sighh.. I feel terribly hopeless, I don't think my plan for a new friend is going to work out, double sigh, and then there's the insane restlessness, even if I wanted to find a significant other, there hasen't been a suitable candidate, I really don't want to settle for less but those I've been meeting are just not up to par to what I really want or like. I just don't have the social skills to hold on nor approach what can be a good candidate. Life is a mess, and worse, I am yet a year older again, sucks.
emerald_star733
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stressing about many family members/friends and in laws coming to visit this year... for a week or longer each at a time... =anxiety... We don't have a spare bedroom so they will be in my space all the time... in a small apartment... ... i don't like visitors.. cept my mom...I love them dearly, but i am still feeling stressed...Why do they have to see the pretty mountains... why do they have to miss me.. ~grumbles~::
... i don't like visitors.. cept my mom...I love them dearly, but i am still feeling stressed...Why do they have to see the pretty mountains... why do they have to miss me.. ~grumbles~::
DespairSoul
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stressing about many family members/friends and in laws coming to visit this year... for a week or longer each at a time... =anxiety... We don't have a spare bedroom so they will be in my space all the time... in a small apartment...
Your post make me giggle hehe specialy why do they have to see the pretty mountains...why do they have to miss me...be happy they miss u emeraldy
but for other hand i understand what u mean that u dont like visitors and specialy in small apartment,yah i hope for you they will be there not so long try enjoy nice time with them as possible is family.
I'm feeling both sad and optimistic. Last summer, I adopted a kitten. I was looking to get a dog to be a companion and friend while starting my SA treatment in earnest. But this kitten stole my heart. She had a freak accident and broke a leg on the 27th and died from surgery complications on the 28th. She was with me only 5 months, but she wormed her way into my heart. I feel sad and alone because she isn't here to be my comfort when I'm feeling down. On the other hand, I'm feeling optimistic. It sounds silly, but I want to get better for her. She brought me so much happiness in those 5 months, and darn it, I want to make that kitty proud!
emerald_star733
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Your post make me giggle hehe specialy why do they have to see the pretty mountains...why do they have to miss me...be happy they miss u emeraldy
Your post in reply to my post made me smile. You are sweet and i know you're right, thank you. ~hugs~ Despair
maybe i need to stop being so nice to them then they won't want to visit?:: (even my mom's friends are saying they are coming out and i am thinking to myself no no no) heheIt's really scary the first couple of times. But I felt so much better when I let my family and closest of friends in. A giant weight was lifted and I felt like I wasn't hiding anymore.
I don't know. And this is normal feeling for me.
emerald_star733
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This would be awful, I couldn't handle having relatives staying over. Maybe get them to pay for accommodation somewhere, or perhaps you could move out and let them use the apartment. That would send the message clearly, lol.
tempting lol
UnfinishedMemories
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Pretty awful. What an absolute horrible start into 2011 that it has been.
hippiechild
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I feel a lot like my head is caving in... like I haven't slept in days... like someone I trusted just tried to sexually take advantage of me while I was asleep
like, whoa, man
like, whoa, man
DespairSoul
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Your post in reply to my post made me smile. You are sweet and i know you're right, thank you. ~hugs~ Despair
Thats tricky be shame =) u would be bad to your own family?Hush bad girl, hehe i dont believe u would be able do that.Oh yea u will if your nevers will pop out. Mom s frend uhmm good luck, i would propably say i dont have time
*hugs back*
emerald_star733
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Thats tricky be shame =) u would be bad to your own family?Hush bad girl, hehe i dont believe u would be able do that.Oh yea u will if your nevers will pop out. Mom s frend uhmm good luck, i would propably say i dont have time
*hugs back*
You seem to know me well, you're right, i couldn't be mean to them...
i am a softie!!!
DespairSoul
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You seem to know me well, you're right, i couldn't be mean to them...
i am a softie!!!
I dont know u so well=) but i would hardly believe u will do that cuz u are sounding to me like nice person. Softie:
:Anasthasia
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I don't even know how I am feeling because so many feelings are going through me... sadness, despair but hope, madness, at the same time I am a bit confused and a bit of tired but not much... and awaiting new possibilities in life.
This could be as a post effect because we had a huge fight with friend before few days.. otherwise, hm... like I'd be going hungry, and being anxious over something in the future.. also not feeling pretty well, like I'd been exhausted from all happenings and new situations and stress in life... that's it. Hope i made a point lol
This could be as a post effect because we had a huge fight with friend before few days.. otherwise, hm... like I'd be going hungry, and being anxious over something in the future.. also not feeling pretty well, like I'd been exhausted from all happenings and new situations and stress in life... that's it. Hope i made a point lol
Kiwong
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Worried about my future. That people think I am not performing and that I will lose my job at the next state election. I've been outspoken at times, and have stuggled with illness over the years and may not have been as productive as I could've been. Ive probably upset a few people along the way.
Kiwong
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This is many working people's story, its one of the myths of employment that you have to perform at 110%. Its just not feasible for the majority of us, you are probably appreciated more than you realise
Cheers Phocas, we have a perfomance review at some stage this year, so I guess I will find out. I'm really keen to really work hard this year even if I lose my job. It seems important for me to try to contribute to this world in some postive way.