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https://youtu.be/nLPYbtJpD-s This man is 26 years old dealing with gaslighting and emotional abuse from his own mother all his life. You tell me if that's not a good enough reason to feel depressed. (And notice how she interrupts him in these videos CONSTANTLY.)
I can't say I wasn't upset by your comment. You don't know the reality I'm forced to live in. Emotional abuse is dangerous and CAN possibly kill you. Take that into consideration.
Think of it this way: If you suddenly lost one of your legs and I came up to you and told you "Well, you don't have a reason to be upset because someone else lost both of their legs." How would this make you feel? Disempowered maybe? Less confident? You wouldn't like it if someone denied you help/validation when you desperately needed it, would you?
Studies have shown that persistent emotional abuse can shrink the brain and is linked to heart disease. So please do not undermine what I'm going through. It's bad enough I get disregarded by all my therapists, social workers, and outsider and I've silently kept these problems to myself for years. It's painful. My trauma is real. I may have shelter, food and water but my environment is still abusive. That's what
Please be more supportive of me. I'm suffering from enmeshment abuse which is harmful to me and my brain. Look up how narcissistic abuse damages the brain. And I'd also appreciate it if people didn't try to shut me down EVERY TIME I express my emotions. Abuse isn't a competition and just because someone out there is in a worse position than me doesn't mean I'm not justified in feeling upset about my own situation.
Don't fly away, Birdman.
LoyalXenite
LoyalXenite
I think of this comment every now and then. For some reason theres a somewhat haunting melancholic resonance to it that makes the poet part of my brain randomly remember it.
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theoutsider
theoutsider
I haven't seen that movie in years. Think I'll download it. Thanks!
FountainandFairfax
FountainandFairfax
No problem. The other night, you and I were the only ones online and that's what it reminded me of. XD
theoutsider
theoutsider
Oh! Hahaha! I guess I didn't realize at the time. I can't count the number of times I've logged on and been the only one here!
Have you heard from pug lately? I haven't seen him on in a few days.
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LoyalXenite
LoyalXenite
Nope, havent heard from him in a couple weeks now I think it is. I've messaged on here and on the phone but he hasnt replied
LoyalXenite
LoyalXenite
I think the 15th of May was when I last heard from him
FountainandFairfax
FountainandFairfax
Maybe he's just taking a break. He'll probably stop back in soon.
Graeme1988
Graeme1988
Where huv ah been ye ask? Absolutely naewhere! Ha! Hiya, btw. I've been cooped up in the house with my mum since this feckin' coronavirus lockdown/quarantine started here in the UK. So, we're bored, fed-up and quite agitated with no being in our usual routines. My mother misses going to shops. And am missing my oldest sister getting me outta the house & having a chat with her in during her work breaks.
Graeme1988
Graeme1988
On top o' that ma laptop went and crashed twice in the past 2 months - near the start o' April and towards the end of May, there. So I've been restoring it, making sure it's working properly. It's a pain in the arse when things don't work as they should. As a result, ah huv'nae really been playing, either, my guitars or my electric piano keyboard much lately.
LoyalXenite
LoyalXenite
Well its good to see you back in the forum again
I could swear that some sort of notification function has disappeared from this place. Also, I suspect there's a joke in the turtle pic thing somewhere but I would appear too dense to get it. o-O
FountainandFairfax
FountainandFairfax
It wasn't a good joke, anyway. Boredom and coffee are a bad combination, ha ha.
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