Wow, that was great, good job. There were a couple points where I got some chills. I feel like you have that intangible feature of being able to take a feeling and throw it into a song in a way so anyone really listening feels the same. It's a common quality I notice in the artists I tend to gravitate to, it's a quality in a good artist I think.
I think to a certain kind of person, children are the answer to a certain kind of problem: loneliness and self-absorption being the two chief ones. But if you're more of a loner, or you're creative, you already have this kind of perpetual drive inside that sustains you, so you don't need a lot of extra external stuff keeping you afloat.
I think having children in that case is about the worst thing you can do, for yourself and them.
It sounds like you've got a good head on your shoulders.
I know a lot of girls who got married and had kids right out of school and almost all of them are divorced and struggling now. It's so much better to be cautious and live life on your own terms, as funny as that may sound to someone with social phobia.
I have a cousin who's just 12 now and I used to watch him when he was little. As much as I liked spending time with him, I was so grateful to go home at the end of the day and be by myself again. His mom (my aunt) worked from home and would pretend to be busy upstairs (she was mostly on Facebook) so she wouldn't have to deal with him. Half the time I'd end-up nodding off because all he wanted to do was watch cartoons in front of their giant TV. Whenever a DVD would run-out he'd wake me up to put a new one in.
I noticed a trend with your musical tastes: 60's psychedelia. Excellent taste! I'm a nerd for that stuff. The more obscure, the better. If you haven't already, check out July's "My Clown", Mortimer's "Dedicated Music Man" and The Glass Family's "The Means". If you like any of those songs, you'd like the rest of that band's stuff. Happy listening!
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I've been in your shoes in the past before I conquered my social anxiety and panic attacks. It does get better if you start doing the right things daily in your life.
Both myself and my clients were in your shoes...felt like we couldn't express ourselves to our family or friends because of judgement or they wouldn't understand. We all want to live independently away from our parents and live the dream life we believe we ought to live.
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Hi.Steven King does have an amazing imagination.I have read some of his less horror based stories like Insomina,the Tailsman.I like fantasy writers like Terry Pratchett,Piers Anthony,Douglas Adams and some Tom Holt.But I also read sci fi and general fiction.Im reading a Xanth book by P Anthony called Xone of Contention.