Satanist, Worshiper of Satan, Devil - I suppose they called me this because I listened to Marilyn Manson and dressed a lot in black.
Emo - I never dressed like some Emo or said that I was one, I don't even know what it is!!!
Swedish b*stard/b*tch, etc - Anything with the word 'Swedish' + some offensive word. I'm Swedish but live in another country, apparently they didn't like that. They would always tell me how sh*t my country was and how stupid we all are.
Lesbian, dyke, etc - I don't understand what's wrong with being a lesbian, nor do I understand why they called me it because I never said that I was one. I have nothing against girls but I have a boyfriend, lol!
Whore - I never sold my body to anyone and I wasn't slutty either.
The Christmas tree - I dressed like a Christmas tree apparently
The black death - Because I dressed in black and seemed depressed. It's not very flattering to be nicknamed after one of the most devastating pandemics in human history.
Many of these comments I didn't really mind, but to hear them constantly got me tired of it and it made me sad. They called me so many names, I don't even remember them all. It was mostly comments about my appearance, I dressed a bit rough and looked like Joan Jett. They thought I was Satan or something. Why did they care so much about it anyway?!
Back then, I wasn't interested in partying with other people or go out being social. I didn't like listening to this techno pish either. I had NOTHING in common with anyone. They looked at me as if I was some sort of alien.
I thought the worst was the looks they gave me, I could just tell that they hated me. I don't know why they did, but they told me and it wasn't hard to notice. Some of them hit me or would make me fall. They made balls out of wet paper and threw it at me in class.
When I colored my hair black or wore something new, I would often hear that it didn't fit me or that it wasn't nice. Why did they care so much??
I got messages on the internet non-stop from people, they would write the most horrible things anonymous. Some threatened me, saying they would beat me up next day in school. They used to say that I was ugly and that I was a whore
"it's true that everything from Sweden is cheap" I hadn't even slept with anyone back then!!!! geez.
I'd say that this affected my SA very much + my mum had cancer at the same time all this bullying was going on. The teachers didn't do anything about it so in the end I stopped going to school, I missed out on a lot.
Thank god these school years are over!!!!!!