I loved it
I felt quite homebound on a day of average hunter gathering
on a low of bad communication between several professional levels across the country, since last week - turning down an opportunity and others deciding to reject me; very much my Dad did. Interview news came this morning, via the usual lie that 'they' hired nobody else, either
It took some moral fibre to get out and do the usual at the supermarket. I gauge too many factors at once, involving the simplest of all - weather and being around people is generally OK, but 'avoiding humans' played on me. I made it there.
I always park in the most empty place - the most remote from the store - hundreds of spaces free. Glad of the heavy precipitation splatting on the windshield, after manually clearing the deep layer of white snow. I have a passion for the cold and the beauty of white.
Got out and opened the boot. The sound is completely different from cockpit and what emerges from the sub in the back. All doors open or closed with the boot open and no attenuation on the sub, within many differently-angled walls for the sound to reverb. Haven't heard anything like that for years. Nobody around. I fear when normal people are. The thing I love the most in my world seems to offend normal people.
I felt a springy attitude. Supermarket is my most social situation.
Once in my life, when I was well-employed I drove across the country to my home roots where both parents were alive. Just as I approached the summit of all of the Cotswold area, where we used to enjoy the view in summer when going for a smoke in school times, some snow began just as I reached that point - a soul message of 'welcome home'
A black cat loves to perch on our curvy car bonnets when they're warm. I rushed out to greet the cat afterwards, for a game of rolling all over the hot metal
